Chaos
Embracing Chaos: A Poetic Journey of Liberation and Surrender
Lyrics
I have sunk into chaos
I have descended into a state of disorder and confusion.
And darkness I have seen
I have experienced darkness and difficulties.
When my hands are back upon you
When I reconnect with you, my dear, you will sense a change in me.
My darling you will feel
You will experience the impact of a different man within me.
You will feel a man replace me
Someone else will take my place, and you will feel it.
And chaos I have known
I have been familiar with chaos in my life.
I chose to sleep with chaos
I consciously chose to engage with disorder.
To let the chaos grow
I allowed chaos to flourish and grow.
I became chaos
I transformed into chaos itself.
Chaos came from me
Chaos originated from within me.
I asked him what he wanted
I inquired about what chaos desired.
And I told him
I communicated with chaos.
It was free
I informed chaos that it was free, perhaps indicating a lack of restraint.
I have taken back their smoke
I have reclaimed control over something symbolic, possibly a metaphor for power or influence.
I have him by the throat
I have a firm grasp or control over a situation, represented by having someone "by the throat."
I see them now receiving
I observe others now experiencing something repeatedly until they become emotionally numb.
Repeatedly til numb
This numbness occurs as a result of continuous exposure to certain experiences.
I became chaos
I have transformed into chaos once again.
Chaos came from me
Chaos has emanated from me anew.
I asked him what he wanted
I inquired again about what chaos desired.
And I told him
Once more, I informed chaos that it was free.
It was free
Reiterating that there are no constraints or restrictions on chaos.
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