Lyrics
I'll kick and scream before I try
I resist and protest before attempting
And not remember that I will die
Acknowledging mortality is forgotten
Because I'm happily asleep
In a content slumber, unaware
And I still don't understand
Perplexed while asleep
I think I've met myself before
Sense familiarity with oneself
But I shut my eyes and closed the door
Opt to ignore and shut off introspection
Now all I do is sleep
Engaged in constant sleep
And I still don't understand
Still puzzled while asleep
The trouble is I've lost myself
Conveying the difficulty of losing identity
The trouble is I can't find my way
Struggling to find a direction
I'm standing here and I'm all alone
Isolated and lacking understanding
And what I know I don't understand
The knowledge possessed remains unclear
The trouble is I've lost myself
Reiteration of losing oneself
The trouble is I can't find my way
Continued difficulty in finding a path
I'm standing here and I'm all alone
Loneliness in the search for identity
And what I know I don't understand
Understanding eludes despite knowledge
Many says as he start to smile
Others advise to smile cautiously
You be loud should quite a while cause you
Silence is advised for a prolonged period
As your first and your question last you can
Guidance to prioritize questions wisely
Never find the trust that fast
Trust is not quickly earned
Many says as he start to laugh
Laughter conceals lies between past and future
Lies between the future and the past and he
Deception lies in the temporal space
Ask me why if l knew it along
Pondering why knowing in advance is futile
Waste my time is rightly so
Regret for wasting time is justifiable
Many shout as he start to play
Shouting as a form of expression
You want it all but you never paid
Desire for everything without payment
Now I'm standing here all alone
Isolation in the pursuit of personal sound
Searching for my tone
Seeking a unique identity
I don't know how and I don't know when
Uncertainty about how and when
I saw the path and felt the end
Experiencing a path and its inevitable end
I walked away and did not fight
Choosing to walk away without resistance
And now I see the fading light
Awareness of the diminishing light
And all I have is this one day
Emphasizing the importance of the present
This one moment is the only way
Highlighting the significance of the current moment
But all I do is sleep
Despite this, immersed in constant sleep
And I still don't understand
Perplexed while remaining in slumber
The trouble is I've lost myself
Reiteration of the struggle with self-loss
The trouble is I can't find my way
Persisting difficulty in finding direction
I'm standing here and I'm all alone
Continued solitude in the journey
And what I know I don't understand
Understanding remains elusive
The trouble is I've lost myself
Repetition of the internal conflict
The trouble is I can't find my way
Ongoing struggle to discover a path
I'm standing here and I'm all alone
Persistent isolation and lack of comprehension
And what I know I don't understand
The known remains incomprehensible
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