Lyrics
The most painful thing isn't a cut, or a broken nose
The most painful thing isn't a physical injury but emotional or mental distress.
I've been in the dark, praying God to please enlighten me
Expressing a period of confusion or difficulty, seeking enlightenment through prayer.
Deep down with the sharks, hoping someone will come rescue me
Feeling emotionally vulnerable, hoping for someone to rescue from a challenging situation.
If I take my life, promise that you will remember me
If contemplating suicide, requesting to be remembered after death.
If I die tonight, hope I still live in your memories
Expressing a desire for a lasting impact even after death.
I'm traveling time, pacing up and down my mind
Reflecting on personal experiences and memories, possibly facing internal struggles.
Reminiscinng bout the moments and people I left behind
Nostalgia about past moments and people, indicating a sense of longing or loss.
Back when I was saving money and collecting matching dimes
Recalling a time of financial struggle and collecting small amounts, possibly in youth.
Back when my skull had been cracked up and I thought it was a sign
Reflecting on a past injury or trauma, possibly seeing it as a significant event.
Twelve years old, culture shocking waves through me new kid in town
Describing a challenging experience of cultural shock as a new person in town at a young age.
Three months later, lost my father for this life I had to grind
Experiencing the loss of a father, leading to a need for resilience and hard work.
Three years later, Dave & busters, thought I recovered my smile
Indicating a period of potential recovery or happiness after a difficult time.
Two years later, biggest failure, had to vanish for a while
Acknowledging a personal failure and the need to distance oneself temporarily.
All them nights, we were talking on the phone til 6 o'clock
Recollecting late-night conversations, possibly highlighting a close relationship.
All them times, you told me don't leave you everything I got
Recalling advice or support received from someone important.
All them signs, you gave me when you needed me there for you
Reflecting on signs or signals from someone in need of support.
Quite ironic you vanished when I needed you there for me
Expressing irony in someone disappearing when support is needed reciprocally.
The most painful thing, is seeing the people you made memories with slowly become memories
Highlighting the pain of seeing close relationships turn into distant memories.
I've been in the dark, praying God to please enlighten me
Reiteration of the desire for enlightenment during a dark period.
Deep down with the sharks, hoping someone will come rescue me
Reiterating the hope for rescue from emotional darkness.
If I take my life, promise that you will remember me
A repetition of the request to be remembered in case of taking one's own life.
If I die tonight, hope I still live in your memories
Reiterating the desire to live on in the memories of others.
Trapped like Thomas Anderson in The Matrix in ninety nine
Feeling trapped, referencing "The Matrix" and a need for a change or awakening.
I just need to get unplugged, Need to hear the ringing line
Expressing a need for a change and seeking a connection, possibly through a phone call.
Red pill, Green tint, black shades, black coat, feeling free
Describing a sense of freedom and independence with references to colors and attire.
No one is controlling me, in love in with these memories up in my mind
Claiming autonomy over one's thoughts and memories, finding solace in them.
Late night drive until I see the sunset
Depicting a journey, possibly a metaphorical one, until witnessing a symbolic sunset.
On this side, I got my sight compromised by them regrets
Highlighting compromised vision due to regrets on one side.
Heavy heart, silent tears, suffering I shall not fear
Expressing emotional pain with silent tears, yet maintaining resilience.
Immense pride, corner smile, cuz that's what's done got me here
Expressing pride and a positive outlook, emphasizing resilience.
Destiny, yeah
Mentioning destiny, suggesting acceptance of the journey and its outcomes.
Mmm, diving into all my memories
Reflecting on and delving into personal memories.
Mmm, contemplating all my memories
Contemplating and reflecting on memories, possibly with a sense of introspection.
Mmm, surrounded by all my memories
Feeling surrounded by memories, indicating their omnipresence.
Mmm, hope I live inside your memories
Expressing a hope to be remembered and live on through memories.
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