Lyrics
Oh I try to be everything you wanted me to be
Expressing an effort to fulfill the expectations of someone.
And oh I know I'm hard on myself
Acknowledging personal self-criticism and difficulty.
I blame everyone but me
Assigning blame externally instead of taking personal responsibility.
And I cant even look in the mirror without breaking down
Struggling with self-reflection, experiencing emotional breakdowns.
Not eating my dinner because you're not around
Connecting the absence of a loved one to loss of appetite.
With me
Highlighting a sense of loneliness or emotional void.
But you run and you hide when I'm still right here
Noticing a discrepancy in commitment or connection in a relationship.
Waiting for you
Expressing a willingness to wait for the other person.
Why do I give my heart to the wrong people
Raising a question about giving one's heart to undeserving individuals.
That don't deserve it, who don't deserve it
Emphasizing disappointment in giving love to those who don't appreciate it.
Maybe I'm too convincing
Suggesting a possible talent for persuasion or manipulation.
Maybe I'm just too much
Reflecting on the possibility of being overwhelming in personality.
I don't wanna feel like I'm missing out on something
Expressing a fear of missing out on significant experiences.
That will never come but the truth is I miss the touch
Acknowledging a longing for a past romantic connection.
The way we were deep in love there was no one else above you
Recalling a deep and exclusive love, prioritizing the past relationship.
Letting go of something that you love be unholy
Highlighting the difficulty of letting go of a cherished love.
I don't wanna see you happy if I'm not in the picture
Expressing discomfort with the idea of the ex-partner finding happiness without involvement.
Its like a bullet through my chest
Describing emotional pain metaphorically, akin to a physical wound.
But you run and you hide when I'm still right here
Reiterating the sense of being overlooked or avoided despite one's presence.
Waiting for you
Reaffirming the willingness to wait for the other person.
Why do I give my heart to the wrong people
Repeating the question about giving one's heart to undeserving individuals.
That don't deserve it
Reiterating the frustration of giving love to those who don't appreciate it.
Who don't deserve it
Emphasizing the undeserving nature of the recipients of affection.
Comment