My Heart Is a Fist
Heart's Battle: Redemption in the Shadows
Lyrics
I surrender, I know I've been a pretender
I admit that I've pretended to be someone I'm not
You can have this guilt this misery I wear so well
I'm willing to let go of the guilt and misery that I've embraced and displayed openly
I wave my flag I sound the alarm
I'm making my presence known and signaling for help
Somebody stop me before I do any harm
Asking for intervention before causing harm to myself or others
I surrender I know I've been a pretender
Reiteration of admitting past falseness
I'm living a dead life I'm staring into the headlights
Feeling like I'm just going through the motions of life without truly living
Of a gateway car that'll take me out of my mind tonight
Describing a desire to escape reality and the pressures that come with it
Crash and burn s.o.s. somebody help me get out of this mess of a dead life
Requesting urgent assistance to break free from this unfulfilling existence
I'm burning under the spotlight
Feeling exposed and vulnerable under intense scrutiny or attention
My heart is a fist drenched in blood
My emotions are like a clenched fist covered in blood, portraying intense feelings and pain
My soul will fight again
Despite the pain, my inner self will continue to fight
My heart is a fist drenched in blood
Reiteration of the metaphorical depiction of inner turmoil and resilience
My soul will rise again
Despite the suffering, my spirit will recover and persevere
Take a look at these hollow eyes- one last look before I say goodbye
Observing my hollow, empty eyes before bidding farewell to a distressing situation
To this candle-lit nightmare I feel like can never escape
Feeling trapped in a nightmarish scenario with seemingly no escape
So watch me fall from grace-watch me carve my hate
Inviting others to witness my downfall and my expression of anger
In the heart of a lover I feel I can never escape my fate
Feeling unable to escape the consequences of my actions and destiny
My heart is a fist drenched in blood
Reiteration of the heart's turmoil and intense emotions
My soul will fight again
Despite the pain, my inner strength will continue to battle
My heart is a fist drenched in blood
Reiteration of the emotional struggle and resilience
My soul will rise again
Despite the suffering, my spirit will revive and endure
I see you on your cloud looking down
Feeling overlooked or neglected by someone in a position of power or authority
I am on my knees today but you don't notice me
Expressing a sense of insignificance or being unheard despite reaching out
You don't notice me
Emphasizing the lack of attention or acknowledgment
I'm screaming while I pray
Desperately calling out while praying for help
While I pray
Reiteration of the desperation while praying
While I pray
Further emphasis on the act of praying and feeling unnoticed
You don't notice me
Continuing to feel ignored despite the fervent appeals for attention
I'm sick of you...
Expressing frustration or fatigue towards the entity being prayed to
I am done with you...
Declaring an end to the connection or relationship with the entity being addressed
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