Apathy
Emotional Rollercoaster: Exploring the Depths of Feelings
Lyrics
There was joy once
There was a past experience of joy.
There was sorrow
There was a past experience of sorrow.
There was a confusing mixture of the two
There was a complex mix of joy and sorrow.
There was hatred
There was a past experience of intense hatred.
Boiling over
Hatred reached a point of overflowing.
Disgust and fear with caused a little thrill
Disgust and fear caused a paradoxical thrill.
There was anger that made my body shake
Anger was so intense that it physically affected the body.
There was triumph that did the same
Triumph led to a similar physical reaction as anger.
There was desire that clouded everything
Desire had a pervasive influence on everything.
And then there was nothing
Everything faded away, leaving nothing.
There was drive once
There was a past drive or motivation.
Inner horse power
Inner strength fueled a revolutionary spirit.
Fuelled a revolution
The drive led to a revolutionary change.
There was anguish
Anguish was present in the past.
There was longing
Longing was a part of the experience.
A sense of dread which gripped me to my core
A profound sense of dread gripped the core.
There was defeat that left me feeling drained
Defeat left a draining impact.
Explosions of arousal, that felt the same
Explosions of arousal had a similar draining effect.
Emptiness so palpable that it had mass
Emptiness was so tangible that it felt substantial.
And then there was nothing
Once again, everything disappeared into nothingness.
There was interest
Interest was present in the past.
And contentment
Contentment was part of the experience.
A floating pleasant feeling
A floating, pleasant feeling characterized the moment.
There was awe
Awe was felt in the past.
There was wonder
Wonder was part of the emotional landscape.
A reverence even for the profane
A sense of reverence, even for the profane, existed.
There was guilt and shame which made my stomach quake
Guilt and shame had a profound physical impact.
Anticipation that did the same
Anticipation caused a similar physical reaction.
There was fantasy that overrode it all
Fantasy overrode all other emotions and experiences.
And then there was nothing
Once again, everything dissipated into nothingness.
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