Apathy and Ecstasy

A Journey Through Despair: Hakanai's Apathy and Ecstasy
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Consumed by bouts of delusion and fright,

Experiencing periods of distorted perception and fear.

Perpetually devoured by somnolence and spite.

Continuously consumed by drowsiness and ill will.

The fractal visions of despair slowly become clear to me.

Becoming gradually aware of intricate visions of hopelessness.

Subtle changes in me accrete,

Subtle transformations within oneself accumulate.

and I've lost the man I used to be.

Identity loss; no longer the person one used to be.

I've crossed the seas, I've left cities behind me.

Having traveled extensively, leaving cities in the past.

I'm trapped in a room filled with smoke and unrest.

Trapped in a space filled with smoke and turmoil.

The thought of time I've lost is nebulous at best.

The concept of time lost is unclear and vague.


But if we get up now, we can catch the last train,

If action is taken now, one can escape on the last train.

Out of this city that entwines us,

Describing the city as an entangling force.

Like we're immured in recursive perpetuity.

Feeling trapped in a cycle of repetition.

cnd suddenly we are unconfined.

Suddenly breaking free from constraints.


cnd in vain, you will fight nervousness,

Fighting anxiety in vain.

cnd instincts, with choked words in labyrinths.

Instincts and communication hindered in confusing situations.

cnd in time, you'll concede your defeat,

Over time, accepting defeat with decay and red wine.

With decadence and a bottle of red wine.


Relinquish your thoughts and desires.

Inconsolable and frenzied emotions.

Inconsolable, manic.

Becoming content and rational.

Rendered complacent and coherent.

The beginning of a new generation.

Our incipient scion.


Two lost bodies,

Two individuals lost and intertwined.

Bathed in moonlight,

Immersed in moonlight, bodies collide.

Crash and collide;

Crashing and connecting.

Concatenate.

Life is transient, expressing a sense of reverence.

Life is fleeting:

"Hallelujah" - A word symbolizing praise or celebration.

“Hallelujah.”

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