wilted flowers
Wilted Reflections: A Journey Through Self-Discovery and Relationships
Lyrics
Forget how to talk in second person
Expressing a struggle with communication or expressing oneself in second person.
Learning I can't act by myself
Realizing an inability to act independently, possibly relying on others for guidance or support.
Cause every new drug I've tried
Suggesting an experimentation with various drugs, emphasizing the inability to face challenges alone.
I could never do it alone
Acknowledging dependence on others even in the face of personal challenges like trying new drugs.
But with such a distance apart
Highlighting a significant emotional and physical distance between the speaker and someone else.
In time and in space
Emphasizing the separation in both time and physical space.
I could never quite tell
Expressing difficulty in understanding the emotional state of the other person.
When I'm cold and when you're not
Uncertainty about the emotional state of both the speaker and the other person in different situations.
Sometimes I feel that I'm
Feeling incomplete or lacking in some way.
Not fully compensated
Suggesting a sense of inadequacy or not receiving proper compensation, possibly emotionally or otherwise.
But then I realise I could never quite give back
Realizing the inability to reciprocate fully in relationships.
You should take the blame
Assigning blame to someone else for the speaker's actions or choices.
For every step I take
Linking the consequences of the speaker's actions to the other person, possibly holding them responsible.
Cause in a sense you're still an idol
Referring to the other person as an idol, suggesting a significant influence or role model.
Not that I could ever tell you that
Acknowledging difficulty in expressing admiration or acknowledgment directly to the person considered an idol.
Seeing but never seen
Feeling observed or noticed without reciprocation, creating a sense of isolation.
Or at least that's how it feels
Describing a feeling of being unseen or unnoticed despite efforts to be visible.
I hope you know I tried
Expressing an effort to improve or contribute, possibly apologizing for any shortcomings.
If that means anything
Questioning the significance or impact of the speaker's efforts.
But every single step
Acknowledging personal actions as a source of shame or guilt.
Is just a source of shame
Conveying a realization of personal responsibility and accountability.
Now I'm running out of excuses
Running out of excuses, possibly indicating a recognition of limitations or the end of justifications.
I fear I'm running out of you
Fearing the loss or depletion of a connection with the other person.
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