Strings
Emotional Symphony: Craving, Dependency, and Self-Discovery
Lyrics
I need you
I have a strong desire for your presence
To pull my river strings
I need you to influence and guide the course of my life ("river strings")
Telling me to care enough
You instruct me to care deeply and complete my communication
And finish my whispering
Encouraging me to express my thoughts more fully
Listening to everything
Attentively hearing everything I will ever express
I'll ever sing
Ensuring that my words are not wasted
Not liver wasting
Not damaging my liver but facing and forgiving
But forgiver facing
Encountering forgiveness in difficult situations
Forever force me to see
Continuously compelling me to perceive things
I need visions of you and me
I require vivid images of our shared future
In your dreams
In the realm of your dreams
Cause I feel you inside
I sense your presence deeply
Putting words in my mouth
You influence my speech and expression
But I know it feels right
Despite uncertainties, I know it is the right feeling
And I can't force you out
I cannot forcefully remove you from my thoughts
Will you stretch me to stride?
Are you willing to challenge me and make me stronger?
Can you push me around?
Can you guide and shape my actions?
Or I'll fall down
Otherwise, I might lose my way
I breathe you
I depend on you as if you were essential like oxygen
Like you're oxygen
Your influence runs through my veins
Turning all of my blood red
Transforming my blood into a symbolic red
Spread out through hollow limbs
Extending through my empty, lifeless limbs
Crawling under razor-thin
Fragile and vulnerable, like crawling under razor-thin skin
Paper skin
My emotions exposed, like paper skin
I'm physically sick
Feeling physically ill when separated from your embrace
When ripped from your twisting arms
I'm paralyzed and unable to move without you
I cannot move
My inner self is an empty space
My gut is an empty room
The unpleasant feelings are part of you
The bile is you
Bitterness and discomfort are associated with you
Cause I feel you inside
I sense your deep connection within me
Putting words in my mouth
You shape my expressions and words
But I know it feels right
Despite uncertainties, I feel it's the right path
And I can't force you out
Unable to forcibly remove you from my thoughts
Will you stretch me to stride?
Are you willing to challenge me and make me stronger?
Can you push me around?
Can you guide and shape my actions?
Or I'll fall down
Otherwise, I might lose my way
You hold
You provide stability, like bionic bones
Me together like bionic bones
Despite this, my human vulnerability is evident when stripped of defenses
But you'll know
Awareness that beneath the surface, I am still human
That I'm human when stripped of my clothes
Revealing my true self when exposed and vulnerable
I'll show
Showcasing all aspects of my personality
All my colors like open windows
Growing and evolving like an open window
And I'll grow
Maturing and developing independence
When I learn how to be all alone
Discovering self-sufficiency when alone
My mind's broken
My thoughts and emotions are in disarray
But I will open again
Despite being emotionally fractured, I am willing to open up again
I am broken
Although I may be broken, my mind is receptive to healing and growth
But my mind's open again
My mind remains open despite emotional challenges
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