Lyrics
I'm polite at gatherings
I maintain a courteous demeanor in social gatherings
But I'm cuddling my demons
I am embracing or dealing with my inner struggles and challenges
So I close my eyes
To cope, I shut my eyes, possibly trying to escape reality
Pretend that I'm not here
Engaging in a form of self-denial, pretending to be absent emotionally or mentally
Cause I can't get around this feeling of doubt
Expressing a persistent sense of uncertainty or insecurity
Everything just falls apart
Describing a general breakdown or disintegration of various aspects of life
I should have let you
Regretting not allowing someone to leave
I should have let you go
Reflecting on the missed opportunity to let go of someone
Just go
An emphatic suggestion or realization that the person should have left
In the middle of your toast
During a seemingly positive moment, personal struggles and haunting memories surface
I'm holding all of my ghosts
Conveying the burden of carrying past mistakes and regrets
I'm celebrating my failures
Acknowledging and finding value in one's own failures
The one's I hurt the most
Recognizing the pain caused to others, especially those close
The one's I hurt the most
Repetition emphasizing the intensity and repetition of hurting others
The one's I hurt the most
-The one's I hurt the most
-The one's I hurt the most
-The one's I hurt the most
-The one's I hurt the most
-The one's I hurt the most
-The one's I hurt the most
-The one's I hurt the most
-The one's I hurt the most
-The one's I hurt the most
-The one's I hurt the most
-The one's I hurt the most
-The one's I hurt the most
-Cause I can't get around this feeling of doubt
Reiteration of the persistent feeling of uncertainty or insecurity
Everything just falls apart
Reaffirmation of the notion that everything is falling apart
I should have let you
Regret for not allowing someone to leave, echoing earlier lines
I should have let you go
Reflecting on the missed opportunity to let go of someone, echoing earlier lines
Just go
Reiteration of the strong suggestion or realization that the person should have left
Go
Intensifying the plea for the person to leave
Just go
An emphatic plea for the person to just leave
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