Remnants
Navigating Shadows: A Tale of Bitterness and Redemption
Lyrics
While some of us mourn, others fool themselves
While some people grieve, others delude themselves
Yet I find myself drifting
Feeling a sense of detachment or drifting away
From honest dedication to vile desecration
Transitioning from genuine commitment to malicious violation
Bitterness from an anonymous voice, my back has still not turned
Experiencing bitterness from an unknown critic, still facing it
But I'm so sick of fucking facing forward
Frustration with continuously confronting challenges
The air between us will never clear
Emphasizing an unresolvable distance between individuals
Because these lungs have nothing left
Lack of vitality or motivation to continue
Each failure hurts more than the last
Increasing emotional pain with each setback
And although I'm ready to be let down I can't help but live in the past
Expecting disappointment but dwelling on past experiences
I'm prepared for the worst, I know this feeling well it wont be the first
Prepared for the worst, familiar with the feeling of failure
But each failure still hurts, it still hurts
Despite preparation, each failure still causes emotional pain
I have always kept the truth hidden
Admitting a history of concealing the truth
Beneath angst ridden anguish
Truth hidden beneath intense distress
But your presence only brings waves of depression
Another's presence intensifies feelings of sadness
The only way is to remove myself
Considering self-removal as the only solution
I'm stepping out of this picture, my final frame
Choosing to exit a situation, indicating a final decision
Each failure hurts more than the last
Experiencing deepening emotional pain with each failure
And although I'm ready to be let down, I can't help but live in the past
Anticipating letdown while dwelling on past disappointments
I just want to live again, but it's way passed the point of hope
Expressing a desire to live again, despite a loss of hope
I close my eyes but sleep never comes
Struggling with insomnia, unable to find peace in sleep
I just want to get through the night without seeing the rising sun
Longing to make it through the night without facing a new day
This feeling will forever haunt me
Emphasizing the enduring nature of negative emotions
Despite how late after dark I leave the lights on
Leaving lights on as a symbolic gesture against darkness
I close my eyes but sleep never comes
Continuing struggles with insomnia and nighttime anxieties
I just want to get through the night without seeing the rising sun
Desire to pass the night without confronting the sunrise
Faced without closure, it's only just begun
Facing a situation without resolution, indicating ongoing challenges
I just want to live again
Expressing a yearning to experience life again
I'm stepping out of this picture, my final frame
Reiterating the decision to exit from a situation, emphasizing finality
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