Lyrics
Going over what happened
Reflecting on past events
I wished til the end
Expressing a desire or hope until the end
Along the way we could've been
Regret for missed opportunities along the journey
More than just pretend no
Wishing for a more genuine connection
But still you stuck inside my veins
Emphasizing the lingering impact of the person on the speaker
In lust of us I feel the pain
Experiencing emotional pain in the memory of the relationship
Confusion
Introducing a state of mental turmoil
Torture in my head
Describing mental anguish and torment
I think I'm losing it
Feeling a sense of losing control
I can't find my way
Expressing difficulty in finding direction or purpose
Feels like I'm drowning
Sensations of suffocation or overwhelming emotions
But my head's out of the water
Being partially above water but still struggling emotionally
How can I be stronger
Questioning how to find inner strength
How can I find the strength
Seeking ways to build emotional resilience
How can stop the pain
Desiring relief from emotional pain
How can I move away
Contemplating how to distance oneself
Knowing that you'll stay
Understanding that the person causing pain will remain present
You'll stay but I don't want to leave you behind
Reluctance to leave the source of pain behind
You'll stay but I don't want to leave you
Reiterating the internal conflict about leaving
Confusion
Repeating the theme of mental confusion and torment
Torture in my head
Reiterating the emotional torture in the speaker's mind
I think I'm losing it
Reiterating the feeling of losing control
I can't find my way
Reiterating the struggle to find direction
Feels like I'm drowning
Emphasizing the drowning sensation but with a paradoxical perspective
But my head's out of the water
Balancing the drowning sensation with some clarity
How can I be stronger
Persistently questioning how to become emotionally stronger
Can I be stronger
Persistently questioning the possibility of personal strength
Torture in my head (can I, can I)
Repeating the theme of mental torture and questioning strength
Can I be stronger
Continuing to question the ability to become stronger
Stuck inside my veins
Highlighting the enduring impact of the person on the speaker
Can I be stronger
Reiterating the quest for strength amid emotional turmoil
How can I how can I find the strength
Expressing uncertainty about finding the necessary strength
Can I be stronger
Continuing the questioning of personal strength
I cannot pretend no
Acknowledging the inability to pretend or fake emotions
Can I be stronger
Continuing the exploration of personal strength amidst conflict
But I don't want to leave you behind
Reiterating the reluctance to leave the source of pain behind
Can I be stronger
Persistently questioning the possibility of becoming stronger
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