Lyrics
feeling like a kid left out
Feeling excluded and left out like a child.
of plans everyone talks about
Not included in plans that everyone else is discussing.
i gotta show my worth
Expressing the need to demonstrate personal value.
show my sex appeal
Desire to showcase attractiveness or charisma.
like why they wanna hang with me
Questioning why others would want to spend time with the speaker.
what do i bring? what do i need?
Reflecting on personal qualities and necessities.
gotta dress real cool, and hold on to my creed
Emphasizing the importance of dressing well and maintaining personal principles.
yeah
Expression of determination or agreement.
focusing on everyone
Focusing on the opinions of others about the speaker's actions.
do they approve of what i've done?
Concern about gaining approval for one's accomplishments.
what do they speak of me
Curiosity about what people say about the speaker in their absence.
while i'm gone?
Contemplating others' opinions during the speaker's absence.
well fuck em all there's no regrets
Defiant attitude, dismissing concerns and expressing no regrets.
except when i go to bed
Regret is acknowledged, particularly when alone at night.
and i dissect each and every syllable
Overanalyzing and scrutinizing every spoken word or sound.
have i been acting out?
Questioning if the speaker has been behaving recklessly.
giving in to self doubt?
Wondering if self-doubt has taken over the speaker's actions.
have i been just a leech
Considering if the speaker has been dependent on others.
to social anxiety?
Reflecting on the impact of social anxiety on the speaker's behavior.
have i been just a pawn?
Questioning if the speaker has been manipulated or used by others.
another one dragging on
Feeling like just another person enduring the challenges of life.
about life is so unfair
Expressing frustration about the perceived unfairness of life.
should i tell myself what i've done
Considering whether to acknowledge and confront personal actions.
and convince myself i'm right
Debating whether to convince oneself that they are justified.
about being better off?
Questioning if the speaker would be better off without certain aspects of their life.
about being better off
Repeating the contemplation of being better off.
i don't wanna be the center of attention
Expressing a desire not to be the center of attention but to be part of the crowd.
just the middle of it all
Preference for being in the middle rather than the focus of attention.
have i been acting out?
Reiteration of the question about behaving recklessly.
giving in to self doubt?
Repeating the concern about succumbing to self-doubt.
have i been just a leech
Revisiting the idea of being dependent on others due to anxiety.
to social anxiety?
Reiterating the reflection on the impact of social anxiety.
have i been just a pawn?
Revisiting the question of being manipulated or used by others.
another one dragging on
Repeating the feeling of being just another person facing life's challenges.
how life is so unfair
Repeating the frustration about the perceived unfairness of life.
oh what have i done?
Expressing regret and questioning personal actions.
convince myself i'm right
Contemplating the justification and convincing oneself of being right.
about being better off
Questioning if the speaker would be better off without certain aspects of their life.
about being better off
Repeating the contemplation of being better off.
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