Lyrics
Two months, I've been clean
Expressing two months of being free from a harmful love.
Quitting love that made me bleed
Choosing to end a love that caused pain and suffering.
Black out, blurry, visions of us
Experiencing hazy and unclear thoughts about a past relationship.
Why's it bitter sweet like I miss the misery
Reflecting on the conflicting emotions of missing the past despite its difficulties.
Cross my heart and swear that I'm done
Making a sincere promise to move on and leave the past behind.
Like a siren goes off when I move on
Comparing the impact of moving on to a siren, indicating a noticeable signal or warning.
I remember it all just when I forgot
Recalling past memories even when trying to forget them.
Are you seriously still drunk dialing me?
Expressing surprise at continued attempts to connect through drunk dialing.
Fucked up, quarter past three
Describing a chaotic state at a late hour.
I should decline
Considering declining the connection or reunion.
Am I out of my mind if I wanna get high?
Questioning sanity when tempted to indulge in destructive behavior.
Fuck up, ruin my life, just one more time
Accepting the possibility of ruining life for the sake of one more experience.
I gotta get ya out of my system
Expressing a need to remove someone from one's life.
Said I don't miss you but I lied
Admitting that previous statements about not missing someone were false.
Baby, you're bad like, just like a bad drug
Comparing the person to a harmful and addictive substance.
Said I'm over you but I lied
Confessing that claims of being over someone were untrue.
Back seat, windows up
Describing a specific intimate situation with a partner.
That's thе way we like to touch
Detailing preferences in physical interaction.
Self-dеstructive, so demonic
Acknowledging a self-destructive and alluring nature.
Shouldn't but I always want it
Expressing a desire for something despite knowing it may be harmful.
Like a siren goes off when I move on
Reiterating the impact of moving on with a siren metaphor.
I remember it all just when I forgot
Revisiting memories despite attempts to forget them.
Are you seriously still drunk dialing me?
Expressing disbelief at continued attempts to reconnect through drunk dialing.
Fucked-up, quarter past three
Describing a troubled state at a specific late hour.
I should decline
Considering rejecting a connection or reunion.
Am I out of my mind if I wanna get high?
Questioning sanity when tempted to seek a high.
Fuck up, ruin my life, just one more time
Accepting the possibility of ruining life for the sake of one more experience.
I gotta get ya out of my system
Expressing a need to remove someone from one's life.
Said I don't miss you but I lied
Admitting that previous statements about not missing someone were false.
Baby you're bad like, just like a bad drug
Comparing the person to a harmful and addictive substance.
Said I'm over you, but I lied
Confessing that claims of being over someone were untrue.
Like a siren goes off when I move on
Reiterating the impact of moving on with a siren metaphor.
I remember it all just when I forgot
Revisiting memories despite attempts to forget them.
Are you seriously, still drunk dialing me?
Expressing disbelief at continued attempts to reconnect through drunk dialing.
Fucked-up, quarter past three
Describing a troubled state at a specific late hour.
I should decline
Considering rejecting a connection or reunion.
Am I out of my mind if I want to get high?
Questioning sanity when tempted to seek a high.
Fuck up, ruin my life, just one more time
Accepting the possibility of ruining life for the sake of one more experience.
I gotta get ya out of my system
Expressing a need to remove someone from one's life.
Said I don't miss you but I lied
Admitting that previous statements about not missing someone were false.
Baby you're bad like, just like a bad drug
Comparing the person to a harmful and addictive substance.
Said I'm over you but I lied
Confessing that claims of being over someone were untrue.
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