Half of the Time
Navigating Shadows: Leo Kennedy's Reflection on Self-Discovery
Lyrics
I should go home, where I can be alone
I feel the need to leave and be by myself in my own space.
Away from this place, I'll count the days
When away, I'll mark the passing of time until a certain event or moment.
Till I'm on that train
Anticipation of the moment when I'll be on a train, possibly departing.
My long-sleeve shirt, I wear all the time
Wearing a particular shirt regularly as a source of comfort.
So I can feel almost fine, so I can't feel the air on my skin
Wearing the shirt to feel somewhat okay, avoiding feeling the environment.
So I don't look obnoxiously thin
Using the shirt to not appear excessively thin.
I'll run away, I'll run away
Expressing the desire to escape or flee from a situation.
I'll smoke away, I'll smoke away
Using smoking as a means to escape or cope with emotions.
The things that feel all too real
Trying to avoid or numb feelings that seem too real or intense.
I know it's me, undeniably
Recognizing personal responsibility, acknowledging oneself.
Suppose I'm right, half of the time
Having doubts or uncertainties, acknowledging being right only sometimes.
My broken heart, has healed all the way
Mentioning a healed heart but expecting it to break again.
So I'll go and break it again
Planning to break the healed heart again, but postponing it for now.
But not today, it's 12 am
Stating the time (12 am) and delaying the heartbreak to another day.
I'll do it tomorrow, another day
Intending to postpone the action until another day.
I have to follow through all the way
Feeling compelled to carry through with actions or decisions.
Another chance, another chance
Seeking another opportunity or possibility.
To find someone who wants to dance
Desiring to find someone interested in connecting or dancing metaphorically.
I know it's me, undeniably
Recognizing personal responsibility, acknowledging oneself.
Suppose I'm right, half of the time
Expressing uncertainty about being right, only partially confident.
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