Lyrics
Scratches on your skin
Refers to visible marks or wounds on someone's skin, possibly symbolizing emotional scars or trauma.
Asking all your friends
Suggests seeking opinions or advice from friends about the direction or outcome of a situation.
If things shoulda went this way
Reflects contemplation about whether events should have unfolded differently.
Scratches on your skin
Repeats the imagery of scratches on the skin, emphasizing the persistence of emotional wounds.
Asking all your friends
Repeated questioning among friends regarding the course of events.
If things shoulda went this way
Similar to line 3, pondering if things should have occurred in an alternative manner.
How I let you in guess its my mistake
Admission of personal fault or regret for allowing someone into their life.
Maybe I'm jus dumb and the world is fake
Expresses doubt or cynicism about the authenticity of the world.
Maybe I'm jus cold and its all ok
Suggests feeling emotionally detached or unaffected by circumstances.
Or maybe I jus hate that its all this way
Expresses a strong dislike for the current state of affairs.
I can not contain all the pain I face
Feeling overwhelmed by the pain experienced.
Consolidate this way in the songs I make
Using music as a means to process and cope with internal struggles.
These demons catching up so my soul jus wait
Feeling pursued or haunted by personal demons or unresolved issues.
Cuz they don't want my name its my soul they take
Realization that personal identity or essence is at risk due to internal struggles.
Asking if I'm next to come around
Questioning if one is the next to experience hardships or challenges.
Cuz life feels so grey
Life feels dull or lacking vibrancy.
Wish them niggas with the scythes and hoods would go away
Desire for negative influences or thoughts to dissipate.
Cuz I don't really wanna die with hopes this shit change
Reluctance to face death with hopes for positive change.
There's things you don't care about
Recognition of differing priorities or concerns between individuals.
Things I'm aware about
Acknowledgment of personal awareness regarding certain issues or matters.
Happens all again
Reiteration of the recurrence of certain experiences or problems.
With time you can air it out
Suggests that with time, issues can be addressed or resolved.
Time always sharing how
Time consistently reveals or exposes recurring issues.
It happens all again
Emphasizes the cyclic nature of certain negative experiences.
Fuck up after fuck up keep bringing me down
Continued mistakes or failures causing emotional distress.
Either hate me or you love jus keeping me around
Feeling uncertain about others' feelings towards oneself.
Ion know your motive its not understood
Confusion or lack of understanding about someone's intentions.
Just know the worst days are bad and barely any good
Recognition that most days are challenging, with few positive ones.
Prolly wrote like fifteen hundred thousand words
Reference to writing extensively to express deep emotional pain.
Just so I could scratch the surface on how bad it hurts
Expresses the depth of emotional hurt and the attempt to articulate it.
They aint listen when I talk jus giving me the bird
Feeling unheard or disregarded when expressing oneself.
Middle finger to the sky I'm screaming fuck the earth
Expressing frustration and a desire to rebel against life's hardships.
Think I'm doing fine when I'm not
Misconception about personal well-being.
Think I'm doing good when I'm not
Misjudgment regarding personal state or condition.
Push it to the side my mind rot
Ignoring or suppressing emotional turmoil, leading to decay.
Happens all again what I watch
Recognition of a recurring cycle of negative experiences.
Think I'm doing fine when I'm not
Repetition of misperception regarding personal well-being.
Think I'm doing good when I'm not
Reiteration of misjudgment regarding personal state or condition.
Push it to the side my mind rot
Continued suppression of emotional distress leading to deterioration.
Happens all again what I watch
Emphasizes the repetitive nature of negative experiences.
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