Lyrics
I've been getting angry
I've been experiencing anger
I've been shooting looks at you
I've been expressing disapproving glances towards you
You're a hobby collector
You collect hobbies
And I am just something that you do
I feel like I'm just an activity for you
All this on my birthday
All this negativity is happening on my birthday
Can't avoid the rain even in June
Even in June, I can't escape difficulties
And I'm turning twenty
It's my twentieth birthday
What the fuck
Expressing frustration or disbelief
Does "golden" mean to you
Questioning the significance of "golden" in relation to the speaker
I think
Personal reflection or opinion
I've been
Expressing a realization
Lied to
Feeling deceived or misled
I think
Expressing a desire
I want
Expressing a lack of desire or interest
Nothing
Not wanting any involvement
To do
Expressing a desire to have no connection with the other person
With you
Reiterating a desire for distance from the other person
Just thought I would be closer
Feeling disappointed about not achieving a goal
To some elusive goal I never set
Expressing a search for reminders or positive signs
I'm looking for reminders
Looking for reassurance that the speaker didn't lose in a certain situation
That I didn't lose
Clarifying that there was no actual bet or wager
There was no bet
Acknowledging the inevitability of aging
At least I'm getting older
Reflecting on the unexpected nature of getting older
Even if it's not what I thought it'd be
Positive acknowledgment of turning twenty and the potential for learning and growth
At least I'm turning twenty
Emphasizing the importance of reaching the age of twenty
At least I'm gonna learn and live to see
Expressing doubt or realization of being misled
I think
Expressing a desire for nothing
I've been
Reiterating a feeling of being deceived or misled
Lied to
Repeating a desire for nothing
I think
Reiterating a feeling of being lied to
I want
Repeating a lack of desire or interest
Nothing
Reiterating a desire for nothing
I think
Reiterating a feeling of being lied to
I've been
Repeating a desire for nothing
Lied to
Reiterating a feeling of being lied to
I think
Repeating a desire for nothing
I want
Repeating a lack of desire or interest
Nothing
Reiterating a desire for nothing
I think
Reiterating a feeling of being lied to
I've been
Repeating a desire for nothing
Lied to
Reiterating a feeling of being lied to
I think
Repeating a desire for nothing
I want
Repeating a lack of desire or interest
Nothing
Reiterating a desire for nothing
To do
Reiterating a desire to have no connection with the other person
With you
Finalizing the desire to have no association with the other person
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