Lyrics
Been awhile since I felt something
Expressing a long period of emotional numbness or detachment.
That felt real
Desiring authenticity and genuine emotions.
My never ending thoughts
Constant and overwhelming thoughts affecting the speaker.
Feels like I'm throwing rocks
Struggling with internal conflicts, possibly causing harm.
Can't you hear me?
Yearning for acknowledgment or understanding.
I'm screaming
Expressing inner turmoil through vocalization.
Do you fear me?
Questioning if the intensity of emotions is intimidating.
I'm pleading
Begging for recognition or empathy.
Cause this just don't feel right
Feeling a sense of discomfort or unease.
I don't want to cause a fight
Wishing to avoid conflict but sensing it is inevitable.
You should live your final life
Suggesting a desire for closure or resolution.
You've already ruined mine
Feeling victimized or negatively impacted by someone.
Am I, a bother?
Questioning if the speaker is a source of annoyance.
Were you proud then?
Reflecting on past accomplishments with a tinge of sarcasm.
What a shocker
Expressing surprise or disappointment in a sarcastic manner.
A crawler
Describing oneself as a crawler, possibly feeling low or insignificant.
Every day just gets longer and longer
Highlighting the prolonged and challenging nature of each day.
A bother
Reiterating the sense of being bothersome to others.
Were you proud then?
Recalling past actions that may have brought pride or shame.
What a shocker
Reacting to past events with disbelief or irony.
A crawler
Repeating the feeling of insignificance and struggle.
Every day just gets longer and longer
Emphasizing the continuing difficulty of daily life.
Can't help but feel stuck
Expressing a sense of being trapped or unable to progress.
It's all in my head
Acknowledging that mental challenges are subjective and internal.
Got this damn ache in my chest
Describing a physical manifestation of emotional pain.
Just a minute of rest
Pleading for a brief respite from emotional turmoil.
Is all I ask for
Expressing a simple desire for a moment of peace.
I don't feel bad for the way that I act
Justifying one's actions, indicating a lack of remorse.
When my intention was for you to relax
Explaining that disruptive behavior was intended for a positive outcome.
So calm down, breathe in
Advising calmness and introspection in challenging situations.
What's the point in it
Questioning the purpose of certain actions or behaviors.
When you're not feeling
Highlighting the emptiness of actions when devoid of emotions.
Been awhile since I've gone without a meaning
Expressing a prolonged absence of meaningful experiences.
I wonder why you talk without a reason
Questioning the motivation behind empty words or conversations.
Cause you've already ruined life
Reiterating the negative impact of someone on the speaker's life.
Am I, a bother?
Repeating the concern about being a source of annoyance.
Were you proud then?
Reflecting on past achievements and their impact on relationships.
What a shocker
Reacting to past events with a mix of surprise and disappointment.
A crawler
Reiterating the feeling of insignificance and struggle.
Every day just gets longer and longer
Emphasizing the continuing difficulty of daily life.
A bother
Repeating the sense of being bothersome to others.
Were you proud then?
Recalling past actions that may have brought pride or shame.
What a shocker
Reacting to past events with disbelief or irony.
A crawler
Repeating the feeling of insignificance and struggle.
Every day just gets longer and longer
Emphasizing the continuing difficulty of daily life.
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