Lyrics
I am terrified
I am experiencing intense fear.
Unable to
I am incapable of.
Recognize The differences
I am unable to discern the distinctions.
Between wrong and right
Unable to differentiate between right and wrong.
I am suffering
I am going through a state of pain or distress.
Within the confines
Inside the limitations or boundaries.
Of my fucking mind
Within my own troubled thoughts.
When will I realize
When will I understand?
The life we're given
The life we have is to be appreciated.
Is worth more than nothing
Life has inherent value.
Is worth more than nothing
Life is significant and meaningful.
I'm avoiding my own life
I am avoiding facing my own life.
My emotionally failing state
My emotional state is failing.
Think of how
Consider how we failed to cope.
We failed to make due
Reflecting on our inability to manage.
Would you be proud
Would you be proud of what I could reveal?
Of what I could show you
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I'm at the mercy of thought
I am subject to the influence of thoughts.
Prey to my doubts
Vulnerable to my uncertainties.
Show me my shell so I can break out
Show me my true self so I can break free.
I can live no longer
I cannot live any longer.
If I'm not stronger
I need to be stronger.
A higher purpose has escaped me
A higher purpose has eluded me.
Everything I love
Everything I cherish is falling apart.
Crumbles to dust
Transforms into nothingness.
Everything I love
Everything I love is disintegrating.
Turns to dust
Becomes nothing.
Felt like I had the world
I felt like I had control over the world.
In the palm of my hands
In my grasp.
Only
Only.
To have our future
Our future slips away.
Slip through my fingers
Like grains of sand through my fingers.
Like grains of sand
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Will I ever feel whole again
Will I ever feel complete again?
Or will I fade into darkness
Or will I fade into darkness?
My dreams
My dreams.
Haunt me with memories
Haunt me with memories.
Of how things used to be
Recalling how things used to be.
I try to tell myself
I attempt to convince myself.
You can't live in the past
You cannot dwell in the past.
Because the best things in life
The best things in life.
Fade away with time
Disappear with time.
They never last
They are not everlasting.
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