Lyrics
I want to scream, I want to cry but something's holding me back
The speaker has a strong urge to express their emotions but feels restrained.
Feeling motionless inside, levitating on the edge
Feeling emotionally stagnant and on the brink of something challenging.
The only thing I feel is growing weight upon my head
Anxiety or pressure is intensifying, creating a burden on the speaker's mind.
Suffocating all remaining sparks of joy inside my chest
A sense of suffocation as happiness fades within the speaker's chest.
A thousand words unspoken on the tip of my tongue
Many unexpressed thoughts are on the speaker's mind.
Paralyzed, mind broken, I am blackening my lungs
The speaker feels paralyzed and is damaging their well-being.
Long trapped in my world, disconnected from reality
Isolation from reality, trapped in a personal world.
My vision went blurred, someone help me find a remedy
The speaker's vision is unclear, seeking help to find a solution.
I am the cancer that haunts me in my dreams
The speaker identifies internal struggles as a haunting force.
I am the disease, I am poisoning the air I breathe
The speaker acknowledges being a source of negativity in their own life.
I'm a reflection of self destroying self deceit
Reflecting on destructive behavior and self-deception.
But still I try to love myself for all that I mistreat
Despite shortcomings, the speaker attempts self-love.
It's hard to say a word and harder still to shed a tear
Difficulty expressing emotions or shedding tears.
Yeah it hurts to see the people who have shaped me disappear
Painful realization of influential people disappearing from the speaker's life.
Left behind without a reason in a field of old debris
Feeling abandoned without a clear purpose amidst past experiences.
Reminding me I'm far from what I truly want to be
A reminder that the speaker is distant from their desired self.
I want to scream, I want to cry but something's holding me back
Reiteration of the desire to express emotions but facing obstacles.
Feeling motionless inside, levitating on the edge
Continued sense of emotional stagnation and vulnerability.
The only thing I feel is growing weight upon my head
Increasing emotional weight on the speaker's mind.
Suffocating all remaining sparks of joy inside my chest
Intensifying suffocation of remaining joy within the speaker.
Thousand words unspoken on the tip of my tongue
Repetition of unspoken thoughts on the tip of the speaker's tongue.
Paralyzed, mind broken, I am blackening my lungs
Continued emotional paralysis and self-destructive tendencies.
Long trapped in my world, disconnected from reality
Extended isolation from reality, trapped in a personal struggle.
My vision went blurred, someone help me find a remedy
Pleading for assistance to find a remedy for the unclear vision.
I want to scream, I want to cry but something's holding me back
Reiteration of the strong desire to express emotions, hindered by something.
Feeling motionless inside, levitating on the edge
Persisting emotional stagnation and a precarious state of being.
The only thing I feel is growing weight upon my head
Continued growth of emotional weight on the speaker's head.
Suffocating all remaining sparks of joy inside my chest
Ongoing suffocation of any remaining joy within the speaker.
A thousand words unspoken on the tip of my tongue
Repetition of unexpressed thoughts at the tip of the speaker's tongue.
Paralyzed, mind broken, I am blackening my lungs
Perseverance in self-destructive behavior, affecting the speaker's lungs.
Long trapped in my world, disconnected from reality
Continued long-term isolation from reality and inner turmoil.
My vision went blurred, someone help me find a remedy
Repeating the plea for help to find a remedy for the unclear vision.
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