you don't deserve these tears
Tears Unveiling a Broken Heart: Lexi Jayde's Emotional Journey
Lyrics
I think I really need a therapist
I feel the need for professional help, possibly a therapist.
'Cause you really fucked me up
You have deeply affected me emotionally.
I think it's kinda funny that your mom and dad are texting me "congrats" on all my songs
It's ironic that your parents are congratulating me on my success.
I think I should be over this
I believe I should have moved on from this emotional pain by now.
'Cause it's been too fucking long
It's been an excessively long time; I should be getting over you.
I should be forgetting you, hating you, moving on
I should be forgetting you, despising you, and moving forward.
Where did I go wrong?
Expressing confusion about where things went wrong in the relationship.
'Cause you don't deserve it the way that I'm hurting
You don't deserve the pain I'm experiencing because of you.
Oh, how did I end up here?
Reflecting on how the current situation came to be.
'Cause you're out there laughing
You're enjoying life while I'm suffering.
While I'm stuck here crying in the mirror
Feeling trapped in sadness, reflected in the mirror.
Screaming you don't deserve these tears
Expressing loudly that you don't deserve the tears I'm shedding.
Maybe I should text you drunk
Considering reaching out to you while intoxicated.
Try and run into your friends
Attempting to run into you through your friends.
See you at a party, say "you're sorry"
Imagining a scenario where you express remorse at a party.
That you miss me and you wish we didn't end
Wishing you didn't end the relationship and apologizing.
Oh, damn it, what the fuck?
Expressing frustration and confusion about the situation.
I'm getting all up in my head
Overthinking and getting stuck in negative thoughts.
I know that you were shitty
Acknowledging mistreatment in the past relationship.
Didn't treat me right
Realizing that you didn't treat me properly.
So why am I still missing you again?
Questioning why I still miss you despite your shortcomings.
'Cause you don't deserve it the way that I'm hurting
Reiteration that you don't deserve the pain I'm feeling.
Oh, how did I end up here?
Reflecting on how the current situation came to be (repeated).
'Cause you're out there laughing
You're enjoying life while I'm suffering (repeated).
While I'm stuck here crying in the mirror
Feeling trapped in sadness, reflected in the mirror (repeated).
Screaming you don't deserve these tears
Expressing loudly that you don't deserve the tears I'm shedding (repeated).
So why am I crying?
Pondering the reasons for my emotional distress.
Why am I crying?
Repetition of the question, emphasizing the search for answers.
Tell me why am I crying
Continued inquiry into the reasons behind the tears.
Why am I crying?
Repeating the question, seeking understanding of the emotional pain.
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