Lyrics
Losing sleep and I think too deep
Losing sleep and overthinking deeply
Toss and turn, then I spark and burn
Restless, then finding solace in smoking and feeling the consequences
Sip and lean
Drinking and leaning, possibly as a coping mechanism
Just to try to get away from you
Trying to escape the emotional entanglement
I don't wanna go back now and regret
Reluctant to revisit the past and face potential regrets
There's things I just can't reset
Certain things cannot be undone or reset
I felt it all when you're gone my heart fell to pieces
Feeling intense emotions and heartbreak when separated
I tried and tried again, but I just can't do pretend
Repeated attempts to pretend and hide true feelings
I'm afraid this is the end, this would be the death of me
Fearful that the relationship is ending, potentially leading to personal downfall
Waves of the ocean
Metaphorical reference to emotional turmoil as waves in the ocean
Echoes in your eyes
Reflection of emotions in the other person's eyes
You gon rip my heart open
Fear of heartbreak and vulnerability
You'll be my demise and I can't not take it
Anticipating that the person will be the cause of their downfall
But Ima be alright cause this pain that I'm facing
Acceptance of pain and belief in eventual healing
With you I'd face all night
Willingness to face challenges as long as they are with the person
Noose around my neck but you got me still standing
Feeling trapped but still standing strong
Hope I'm not a wreck by the time the planes landing
Hoping not to be broken when the situation resolves
I don't know my name like I'm feeling so stranded
Feeling lost and stranded, unsure of identity
But things just never wanna go the way I planned it
Plans not going as intended, facing unexpected challenges
I don't wanna ruin your day like I always do
Fear of negatively affecting the other person
For some reason you stayed away
The other person choosing to stay away for a reason
For some reason I can't explain
Unable to explain the reasons for the separation
But I wanted you to know
Expressing a desire for the other person to know their feelings
People come and go
Recognition that people enter and leave one's life
Nothing's set in stone
Acknowledging the impermanence of situations
It's time to move on
Acceptance that it's time to move on from the current emotional state
Waves of the ocean
Reiteration of emotional turmoil depicted as waves
Echoes in your eyes
Repeated reflection of emotions in the other person's eyes
You gon rip my heart open
Reiteration of the fear of heartbreak and vulnerability
You'll be my demise and I can't not take it
Anticipating that the person will be the cause of their downfall
But Ima be alright cause this pain that I'm facing
Acceptance of pain and belief in eventual healing
With you I'd face all night
Willingness to face challenges as long as they are with the person
I don't wanna ruin your day like I always do
Fear of negatively affecting the other person
For some reason you stayed away
The other person choosing to stay away for a reason
For some reason I can't explain
Unable to explain the reasons for the separation
But I wanted you to know
Expressing a desire for the other person to know their feelings
People come and go
Recognition that people enter and leave one's life
Nothing's set in stone
Acknowledging the impermanence of situations
It's time to move on
Acceptance that it's time to move on from the current emotional state
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