Losing Ground
Unraveling Despair: Lightworker's Struggle Within
Lyrics
It weaves its way in and out of my mind
Feeling a persistent influence moving through my thoughts.
I'm sinking inside myself and I'm losing grip
Experiencing a decline within myself and struggling to maintain control.
A lack of faith, and my failing praxis
Lack of belief and a flawed approach to action.
White knuckled and drained
Gripping tightly and feeling emotionally exhausted.
An infection was born from years of claiming to be just fine
An emotional infection stemming from pretending to be okay for years.
Finding a way to tilt the axis
Attempting to find a way to shift the fundamental elements of life.
Can't you see
Expressing a plea for understanding.
It wears me down and it wears me out
Highlighting the wearing down effect on the individual.
I can't seem to let it go, I can't seem to let it go
Struggling to release and let go of a burden.
It wears me down and it runs me out
Continuing to be worn down and drained.
I can't seem to let it go, I can't seem to let it go
Expressing difficulty in releasing and moving on.
Paralyzed. A dizzy spell.
Feeling paralyzed and disoriented.
My lungs are caving in.
Sensations of suffocation and inner collapse.
Losing ground until this all passes
Gradually losing stability until the challenging situation passes.
Forgotten seconds flowing into wasted time
Time slipping away unnoticed and wasted.
My heart and mind sworn to a great divide.
Being torn between conflicting emotions and thoughts.
Losing ground I hope this all passes
Hoping for a resolution to regain stability.
I fight with broken fists and a fragile mind
Fighting with emotional and mental fragility.
Face to face now
Confronting a situation directly with nothing to conceal.
Nothing to hide
Facing a challenge with heightened adrenaline, seeking strength.
Adrenaline, don't you fail me now
A moment crucial to survival, with a plea for support from adrenaline.
This is my last chance
A critical juncture, realizing it's the final opportunity.
Cause I'm losing ground...
Acknowledging the ongoing struggle of losing ground.
I will keep you in the chains you deserve
Expressing a determination to keep someone restrained as deserved.
Bed ridden till the end of the earth
Being confined to bed until the end of existence.
And I will grip your heart in the palm of my hands
Gripping someone's heart tightly with no possibility of release.
No release
No chance for freedom or escape.
No escape
The person's fear is deeply ingrained and unchanging.
Your fear is etched in stone
Asserting control over the person's breathing.
Your air is mine alone
Claiming ownership of the person's air.
Losing ground
Reiterating the theme of losing ground, emphasizing the decline.
Your sky is falling
Describing a sense of imminent catastrophe or collapse.
What can you do now?
Pondering the limited options in the face of adversity.
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