Ceiling
Night's Embrace: Battling Fears Under the Ceiling
Lyrics
I couldn't sleep last night
I had trouble sleeping last night
Exhausted but unable to close an eye
I was very tired but couldn't fall asleep
And I kept thinking to what will happen when the day will rise
I was anticipating what would happen when morning comes
Stuck in the middle of a mist
I felt trapped in confusion or uncertainty
Of ideas I cannot push away
I was unable to ignore certain persistent thoughts or ideas
I should focus on sleeping
I knew I should try to sleep, but I couldn't focus
But I'm trying to breath and to breath yeah I'm trying to
I'm attempting to relax and calm myself
Looking back I've never been 'fraid of the dark
In the past, I haven't been afraid of darkness or uncertainty
I'm staring at the ceiling about to collapse
I feel overwhelmed and as though everything is about to collapse
And I'm wondering if everything is gonna be fine
I'm uncertain about whether everything will turn out okay
I think I had enough
I've reached a point where I've had enough
Enough of all these fears that I've dragged all along
I'm tired of carrying these fears with me
I don't wanna forget it
I don't want to forget them entirely
But I don't wanna see it everytime I'm falling asleep
I don't want these fears to dominate my thoughts when I'm trying to sleep
And If you ask
If someone asks, I'll pretend that I'm doing better
I'll be glad to say I'm better now
Even though I say I'm better, I can still feel the anxiety
I can still feel it
The anxiety persists, but I'll keep fighting it
But I will fight it again and again I'm sorry once again
Apologizing for potentially burdening others with my struggles
Looking back I've never been 'fraid of the dark
Reflecting on not being afraid of uncertainty or darkness previously
I'm still waiting for the ceiling to collapse
I'm still waiting for something terrible to happen
And I keep wondering if everything is gonna be fine
I'm uncertain about whether everything will be okay
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