Lyrics
From nun to love, from love to hate
Transitioning from a state of nun (nothing) to love, and then from love to hate.
From hate to pain, from pain to heartbreak
Continuing the progression from hate to pain, and finally from pain to heartbreak.
And all the pain control my brain
Expressing that the pain is now controlling the speaker's mind.
But now my brain can't control my anger
Noting a reversal where the speaker's anger is overpowering their own thoughts.
I'm going insane, no shame no blame
Describing a descent into insanity without feeling shame or assigning blame.
I can't complain for that it's too late
Expressing a sense of regret and the realization that it's too late to complain.
And i can't wait to burn in flames
Anticipating and welcoming a metaphorical burning in flames.
I burned the house, smells like heartbreak
Stating that the house has been burned, and the aftermath gives off the scent of heartbreak.
I burned the past, i burned the lies I burned the fake shit, it's burning fast
Listing various things burned, indicating a fast destruction of falsehoods.
Today's the last day, love in the ashtray
Declaring the present day as the last day, with love now in the ashtray.
I had a bad day, can't look back
Reflecting on a bad day and an inability to look back.
I'm running away, i got no water but tears on my face
Running away with tears on the face, highlighting emotional distress.
Lost in space, lonely place and my broke ass feelings
Feeling lost in a lonely space and expressing broken emotions.
Can't tell if i'm healing or the drugs be hitting
Uncertain whether the speaker is healing or if drugs are influencing feelings.
And all these love scars just keep on bleeding
Continuing pain represented by love scars that keep bleeding.
That's all im leaving, that's all i take
Summarizing the things the speaker is leaving and taking, emphasizing pain.
No blame just pain, smells like heartbrake on holidays
Associating heartbreak with holidays, expressing a desire not to stay.
So i can't stay
Reiterating an inability to stay due to the overwhelming pain.
I can't take it no more
Stating a limit to enduring the situation any longer.
That shit hurt me before
Acknowledging past hurt and its impact on the speaker.
So i'm running away from you
Deciding to run away from the source of pain.
Smoking a blunt or two
Using smoking as a coping mechanism while trying to move on.
Trynna move on, do you really regret?
Questioning if the other person truly regrets the situation.
Cuz my only regret is believing that love is true
Expressing regret for believing in the authenticity of love.
I know i'm just a fool, i know i'm just a fool
Acknowledging personal foolishness and vulnerability.
Rather be real so i won't lie to your face
Preferring honesty over falsehoods, rejecting the idea of being fake.
If i don't like you i won't hide it Cuz i just can't be fake
Committing to not hiding feelings, especially if dislike is present.
I don't say i love you often that's some shit that i hate
Disliking the practice of frequently saying "I love you," emphasizing authenticity.
That's some shit that i hate
Reiterating a dislike for the frequent expression of love.
From nun to love, from love to hate
Repeating the cycle from nothing to love, then to hate, pain, and heartbreak.
From hate to pain, from pain to heartbreak
Reiterating the progression of emotions leading to heartbreak.
And all the pain control my brain
Stating that pain is in control of the speaker's mind.
But now my brain can't control my anger
Observing a loss of control over anger by the mind.
I'm going insane, no shame no blame
Expressing a descent into insanity without shame or blame.
I can't complain for that it's too late
Emphasizing that it's too late to complain about the situation.
And i can't wait to burn in flames
Anticipating and welcoming a metaphorical burning in flames once again.
I burned the house, smells like heartbreak, yeah
Reiterating the burning of the house and the resulting scent of heartbreak.
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