Soon as I Get Home
Journey Within: Finding Ground in the Unknown
Lyrics
There is a feeling here in side
Expressing an internal sensation/emotion
That I cannot hide
Feeling unable to conceal this emotion
And I know I've tried, but it's me turning me around
Despite attempts, experiencing internal conflict
I'm not sure if I'm aware
Uncertainty about current emotional state
If I'm up or down
Feeling disoriented or confused
Or here or there
Perception of being lost or dislocated
I need both feed on the ground
Desiring stability and balance
Maybe I'm just going crazy
Suggesting possible mental distress
I let my self get up tide
Admitting vulnerability to external influences
I'm acting just like a baby
Behavior resembling vulnerability or immaturity
But I'm gonna be
Committing to self-reassurance
I'm gonna be alright
Belief in eventual well-being or resolution
Soon as I get home
Anticipating comfort upon returning home
Soon as I get home
Reiteration of the desire to reach home
Soon as I get home
Expressing urgency to reach home
In a different place
Describing a sense of displacement
In a different time
Feeling out of sync with the current moment
Different people all all round me
Surrounded by unfamiliar individuals
I would like to know there different world
Curiosity about different environments
And how different they find me
Concern about how others perceive oneself
And just what's a wiss
Questioning the unknown or unfamiliar
Is it big and will it scare me
Worry about encountering something intimidating
If I ask to leave will the wiss even hears me
Uncertainty about being noticed or acknowledged
And how will I Knew then - if I ever get home again
Uncertainty about finding the way back home
Here I am alone
Feeling isolated or disconnected
Witch feels the same
Emphasizing a consistent emotional state
I don't know just where I'm going
Expressing confusion or lack of direction
Out here on my own and it's not a game
Recognizing the seriousness of the situation
And a strange wind is blowing
Sensing an unusual or unsettling change
I'm so amazed and the things that I see here
Amazement at unfamiliar surroundings
No I don't want to be afraid
Rejecting fear but desiring change
I just no want to be here
Yearning for a different place or situation
In my mind this is clear
Asserting clarity within one's thoughts
What am I doing here
Questioning the purpose of current circumstances
I wish I was home
Expressing a strong desire to return home
I wish I was home
Reiterating the longing for the comfort of home
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