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How am I so bad at picking someone to love
Expressing frustration and self-doubt about choosing a partner for love.
Cause when I do they never love me back
Reflecting on the pattern of unreciprocated love when making choices.
And no matter how I try to get on their precious mind
Attempting to gain their attention and affection but consistently failing.
It won't get done I'll never get their love
Feeling incapable of earning their love despite efforts.
And they ask me why I'm not happy
Others question happiness despite experiencing rejection.
But how the hell should I be
Expressing the difficulty in finding happiness after heartbreak.
When they always break my heart
Describing the recurring cycle of heartbreak caused by others.
And then I feel so tiny
Feeling insignificant and small after heartbreak.
I begin to look at my body
Examining personal appearance due to rejection.
Am I pretty enough
Questioning physical attractiveness in relation to love.
Why am I so bad at picking someone to love
Continuing to struggle with selecting a reciprocating partner.
Cause when I do they never love me back
Reiterating the pattern of unrequited love in relationships.
And every time I'm sure that it won't go as before
Believing that previous experiences won't repeat but facing disappointment.
I get deceived and my self-esteem leaves
Experiencing a decline in self-confidence due to repeated letdowns.
Cause there's always this girl
Noticing someone seemingly superior in various aspects.
Who's smarter, prettier, funnier
Comparing oneself unfavorably to another person.
Somehow better than me
Perceiving the other person as better and more desirable.
And they always love her
Observing a consistent preference for someone else over oneself.
They always love that stupid girl
Feeling overlooked in favor of someone else.
Instead of loving me
Experiencing rejection while others choose someone else.
Nevertheless I cling to them
Clutching onto relationships despite fear of abandonment.
Too afraid to be abandoned
Resisting leaving despite awareness of potential emotional harm.
Though I know that it will break me down
Expecting emotional breakdown despite staying in the relationship.
I stick around
Persisting in the relationship despite potential negative consequences.
Used to think that I was great
Previously held a positive self-image, now considering change for love.
But if you want then I can change
Willing to alter oneself for acceptance and affection.
Look, I just want to feel a little loved
Expressing a desire for even a small amount of love.
But that's so tough
Describing the difficulty of finding love, feeling it's unattainable.
Never enough, never enough
Feeling unfulfilled, regardless of efforts made to receive love.
Never enough, never enough
Repeating the sentiment of never achieving enough love.
Never enough, never enough
Continuing to emphasize the insufficiency of received love.
Never enough
Summarizing the persistent feeling of never obtaining enough love.
I feel under pressure
Feeling overwhelmed and stressed due to love-related experiences.
I feel under pressure
Reiterating the sensation of being under immense emotional stress.
I feel under pressure
Continuing to express feeling overwhelmed and stressed.
I feel under pressure
Repeating the sentiment of immense emotional pressure.
How am I so bad at picking someone to love
Reflecting on the repeated failure in selecting a reciprocating partner.
Cause when I do they never love me back
Reiterating the pattern of unreciprocated love when making choices.
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