You'll be my Girl
Unrequited Desires: No Authority's Emotional Journey Revealed
Lyrics
Another year goes by
Reflecting on the passage of time
Another lonely tear I cry
Expressing sadness through tears
Because I know
Awareness of someone not paying attention
You just won't take a look
Anticipating persistent feelings of sadness
Depression will go on
Struggling with ongoing depression
I lie awake at night
Difficulty sleeping and longing for closeness
And I wish I could hold you tight
Wishing for physical closeness but facing a harsh truth
But the truth is not that satisfying
Reality not meeting emotional needs
And I swear I won't give up to fight and
Determined to continue the struggle
I always hoped you would love, like and caress me
Hoping for love, liking, and affection
But in fact it's all just depressive
Realizing that expectations are depressive
You like it (you said it to me) to harm me in any way
Acknowledging harmful actions from the other person
Still I don't expect
Not expecting loneliness to define the future
My lonelyness to be the rest
Determined to do one's best despite challenges
Until it's all fucked up
Acknowledging a challenging situation
I'll do my best
Commitment to giving the best effort
But the question's turnin up again now
Raising questions about reality
Is that all reality
Uncertainty about the nature of reality
Or is it just a dream and you will be
Wondering if it's a dream or a lasting connection
You'll be my girl
Expressing desire for a lasting relationship
Deep inside I'm damned affected
Feeling deeply affected and rejected
Caught aside and being rejected
Recognizing the difficulty in finding a solution
Guess I´ll never find a way
Feeling lost and facing unrecognition
I'm lost now until eternity and
Enduring a sense of being lost indefinitely
She has never known my name
Unrequited love and anonymity
Yes it's driving me insane
Emotional turmoil reaching an extreme
But I keep control of my restraint
Maintaining composure despite internal struggles
Revealing not a single complaint
Choosing not to express grievances
You're so tenacious
Describing the other person as persistent
My little lady
Endearment for a significant other
So don't say maybe
Urging for certainty, not uncertainty
And give me a chance someday
Hoping for a future opportunity
Well, it's just sad to say
Expressing sorrow at the current situation
Your attraction blinds me
Feeling captivated by the other person's allure
Anyway I keep thinking of you day by day
Continuous thoughts about the person
And this question's turnin up again in my head
Revisiting persistent questions in the mind
So now the time has come
Recognizing the need to let go
To give it up once more
Accepting the inevitability of giving up
Don't understand what's life for
Questioning the purpose of life
My heart is smashed right on the floor
Experiencing emotional devastation
The lack of self-esteem
Struggling with a lack of self-worth
I'm feeling deep within
Deeply feeling a lack of confidence
Is killing me
The internal struggle is emotionally damaging
My soul should try to disagree with that
Internal conflict with one's own soul
You'll be my girl
Reiterating the desire for a lasting connection
You have to stay until the end of time
Expressing the wish for a lifelong commitment
You'll be my girl
Reaffirming the desire for a lasting connection
You just can't say that you're out of reach and never mine
Asserting
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