Lyrics
Yeah
Expression of acknowledgment or agreement.
Ugh
An exclamation expressing frustration or displeasure.
How the hell do I tell what's right from wrong
Questioning the ability to discern right from wrong.
It always seems like everyone got it put together oh
Observation that others seem to have their lives together.
I don't think I care enough to get on
Indifference towards making an effort to fit in.
At this point I hate making every song
Expressing dislike for the process of creating music.
Honestly it don't bring me peace anymore
Music no longer brings inner peace.
I reminisce when I was sleeping on the floor with my dad
Reflecting on a past time of hardship and humility.
Wanted everything it never mattered what I couldn't have
Pursuit of desires without consideration for limitations.
Now my vision distorted and I been heading down the wrong path
Feeling lost and deviating from the right path.
I was supposed to learn from my mistakes now I might crash
Failing to learn from mistakes and facing potential consequences.
Why the fuck do I keep breaking down
Expressing frustration with recurring emotional breakdowns.
I think I really fucking hate me now
Intense self-hatred and a negative perception of oneself.
I'm closer to the end
Suggesting proximity to an endpoint or a breaking point.
Can anybody somebody just hear me out
Pleading for someone to listen and understand.
No who
Dismissive response to inquiries about well-being.
Don't ask me how I'm doing
Resisting sharing emotional struggles with others.
When everything gets rough I'm holding on
Enduring challenges and difficulties with resilience.
I aint really that tough I aint really that strong
Admitting vulnerability and lack of strength.
Its my fucking life I ruined
Regret over personal life choices and their impact.
I don't wanna get into it oh
Reluctance to discuss personal issues in depth.
Lately I'm the clown or I'm the pawn everyday I'm feeling stupid oh
Feeling foolish or manipulated in daily life.
I give advice to everyone but never take my own
Giving advice to others but struggling to follow one's own advice.
I got problems on problems I guess you can say I'm grown
Acknowledging a multitude of personal problems.
And I wonder how they'll feel when I'm dead and I'm gone
Contemplating the impact of one's absence on others.
Tell my mom plant a tree when its time
Expressing a desire for a natural and positive commemoration.
I don't wanna tombstone
Rejecting traditional mourning symbols.
I don't want nobody crying
Rejecting the idea of causing distress to loved ones.
I don't wanna do wrong
Desiring to avoid wrongdoing.
I just wanna make it right
Aspiring to make positive changes in life.
I sit at this laptop
Reflecting on frustrations and complaints while working.
Complaining about my spot
Expressing dissatisfaction with the current situation.
But I know that there's others that don't got it like I got
Acknowledging the privilege of having more than others.
Used to put it on my mother one day I would pop
Promise to achieve success and make a significant impact.
If you ask me now Ill tell you ima stop
Claiming a commitment to change and improvement.
Its not the same as before
Recognizing a shift in priorities and desires.
Cause I don't want it like I did anymore
Losing interest in past aspirations and goals.
I don't see the point tell me what its for
Questioning the purpose and significance of certain pursuits.
I cant go one day being sober
Struggling with substance abuse and the inability to stay sober.
This my dream and I think its over
Expressing a belief that a dream or goal is no longer attainable.
Oh its over
Finalizing the sentiment that a particular phase or experience is concluded.
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