Blessing
Searching for Redemption: Lucas Coly's Soulful Quest in 'Blessing'
Lyrics
Running from the devil but he too fast
Running away from challenges, but difficulties are overwhelming
Mama probably think I’m moving too fast
Mother perceives the artist's actions as too hasty
I been tryna’ wash my sins I need a new rag
Seeking redemption and cleansing from past mistakes
Don’t fuck with feds but I be right there where the blues at
Avoiding involvement with law enforcement, despite proximity to danger
Demons wanna kill me in my sleep
Feeling threatened by inner demons, especially during sleep
Talk to God but he ain’t answer I ain’t prayed in some weeks
Lamenting a lack of divine response despite attempting communication
I feel like it’s too late for me to get up on my knees
Expressing a sense of hopelessness and difficulty seeking forgiveness
But God if you hear me now then just help me please
Appealing to God for assistance and guidance
My mind gone
Experiencing mental distress or confusion
My soul angry and my heart froze
Emotionally troubled, with a hardened heart and angered soul
Don’t put my feelings run the court but I guard those
Guarding emotions but allowing them to influence decisions
New niggas say we friends but I don’t trust those
Distrustful of new acquaintances despite claims of friendship
Ain’t no way she get my time cause I don’t cuff hoes
Not investing time in non-serious relationships
I shoulda been put up a poster cause my heart gone
Regretting not expressing emotions earlier
She was dancing on me but she felt the wrong pole
A regrettable encounter with someone who misunderstood intentions
Even at the red light I’m gone be on go
Remaining alert and prepared even during moments of apparent calm
Don’t ask me If I’m good bitch I don’t know
Uncertain about personal well-being
I been looking for a blessing
Seeking a divine blessing and acknowledgment from a reverend
I been looking for a blessing
-I been looking for a blessing
-Say my name to da reverend
-I been looking for a blessing
-I been looking for a blessing
-I been looking for a blessing
-Say my name to the reverend
-I been looking for a blessing
Continued pursuit of divine intervention despite challenges
Even though I gave up school I learned my lesson
Learning life lessons despite discontinuing formal education
Why they say the money evil? that’s my best friend
Questioning societal perceptions of money as evil
I put all my pain up in these sessions
Using music as a therapeutic outlet for emotional pain
I been tryna hide the pain like it’s wanted
Attempting to conceal emotional distress
Naw that ain’t my bitch I just had for moment
Clarifying a temporary connection and lack of emotional involvement
Cause she ain’t finna help me with da way I deal with torment
Expressing that a brief relationship doesn't address deeper struggles
Life can get way deeper than the ocean
Acknowledging life's potential for profound challenges
My dawg ain’t got a phone but he wake up in a cell
Detailing a friend's resilience despite incarceration
Even tho they put em in that water he been doing well (whale)
-And he don’t fuck with niggas but them bitches send em mail (male)
-While I hit I pull her tracks but when I leave I don’t leave a trail
Maintaining discretion in personal relationships
So much pain on my heart and I ain’t tryna let it show
Battling inner pain and reluctance to reveal vulnerability
I know they see it in my eyes but I act like I don’t know
Concealing emotional struggles despite them being evident
Talking bout’ she done with me so I let her go
Accepting the end of a relationship due to personal struggles
Baby I can’t be your angel with these demons in my soul
Unable to be a positive influence due to personal demons
I been looking for a blessing
Continued search for divine blessing and guidance
I been looking for a blessing
-I been looking for a blessing
-Say my name to the reverend
-I been looking for a blessing
Persisting in seeking blessings despite challenges
I been looking for a blessing
Continued pursuit of a positive change or intervention
I been looking for a blessing
Unyielding in the search for a transformative experience
Say my name to the reverend
Reiteration of the desire for divine intervention and guidance
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