Wasted
Soul's Descent: A Journey through Darkness
Lyrics
I'm feeling like my soul is wasted
Expressing a sense of inner emptiness or loss.
I took it out to do some evil deeds and then misplaced it
Performed morally wrong actions and now feels disconnected from one's essence.
The day I woke up, found your body in the bed
Recalling a traumatic discovery of a loved one's lifeless body.
Can't face it
Unable to confront or deal with the reality of the situation.
Since then, been pumping oxy in my blood like life's evasive
Engaging in substance abuse (oxy) to cope with the elusive nature of life.
My mindset lately's a little bit off
Experiencing a distorted mindset, possibly due to emotional turmoil.
I've been slightly abrasive
Behaving abrasively, deviating from usual character.
Never cared much, but now I'm banging daily
Engaging in destructive behaviors without concern.
My heart's racing
Intense emotional state causing an elevated heart rate.
This morning, I passed the point of return
Crossing a point of no return, indicating irreversible actions.
Swear I could taste it
Feeling the consequences of past actions.
My saving grace that Heaven and Hell are nearly adjacent
Finding comfort in the proximity of extremes (Heaven and Hell).
(I'm complacent)
Content with the current state, even if it's negative.
You kept your secrets tighter to the chest than a Free Mason
Reference to someone keeping secrets closely guarded.
And the knife held to your throat like Jason
Imagery of a threatening situation with a reference to Jason and danger.
Mrs Lucifer was waiting
Personification of a dark force, Mrs. Lucifer, waiting for an opportunity.
Just around the corner
Suggesting imminent danger or trouble.
In the mirror, I caught a glimpse of Satan
Seeing negative aspects of oneself reflected, possibly guilt or sin.
Foggy memories of no hesitation
Vague recollections of actions without hesitation.
Approaching arms held wide open to embrace Him
Approaching death with open arms, accepting fate.
Goodness gracious
Expression of surprise or disbelief at the current situation.
No patience for the coming of Revelations
Lack of patience for an anticipated event, possibly the end of the world.
My destination ain't set
Uncertain future, no clear path ahead.
Procrastination begets
Delaying important actions leads to sinking deeper into despair.
That I sink further down this hole until I'm allowed to completely forget
Hoping to forget the pain by sinking into oblivion.
Wipe my thoughts away with Percocets
Using drugs (Percocets) to numb or erase thoughts.
Someday soon, the Repaer will collect
Awareness that death (Reaper) will eventually come.
Empty pockets and a hollow soul
Material and spiritual emptiness as consequences of actions.
Reap what you sow
Facing the consequences of one's actions.
Fragments all that's left
Only fragments of a person's former self remain.
It all runs together
Blurry and indistinct experiences blending together.
Reality's fading
Reality slipping away, possibly due to substance abuse or mental state.
That moment in time
Reflecting on a specific moment lost in contemplation.
Years lost contemplating
Time lost in deep thought or regret.
Enveloped by the darkness
Feeling surrounded and consumed by darkness.
I'm watching from the basement
Observing from a lower or hidden position, detached from reality.
The rapture of the chosen few selected by their Savior
Cynical perspective on religious concepts, feeling predetermined.
It's cynical, I know, but I always felt fated
Belief in a predetermined fate, despite its negative nature.
That hour draws near
Awaiting a significant event, possibly related to one's fate.
Back and forth, steady pacing
Anxiously anticipating a significant change or event.
Soon I'll be set free from my physical casing
Anticipating freedom from the physical body, possibly through death.
It's finally time
A moment of resolution, reaching a conclusion or finality.
Resolution's amazing
Expressing awe or amazement at the final resolution.
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