True Nature
Lost in Shadows: Unveiling the Torment Within
Lyrics
I build these walls around myself
I create barriers around myself
Guess that's why I feel there's no way out
Feeling trapped, with no apparent escape
And I scream
Expressing inner turmoil through screaming
And I shout
Vocalizing distress and frustration
But no ones there to help me
Lack of support when seeking help
Cause I lost
Referring to a time when the speaker lost their identity
Myself
The feeling of losing oneself
Back when I was fourteen
Reflecting on challenges faced at the age of fourteen
Why am I'm twenty three and still bite my nails
Persisting personal struggles, evidenced by nail-biting
I'm a cursed soul please wish me well
Describing oneself as a cursed soul, seeking well-wishes
Everyday for me still feels like hell
Everyday life is characterized by a sense of misery
I'm a cursed soul please wish me well
Reiterating the plea for well-wishes due to perceived curse
I hate the sound everything
Expressing a dislike for various sounds or aspects of life
Why can't I even look in the mirror
Struggling to face oneself in the mirror
And I can not wait to leave this place
An anticipation of leaving a challenging environment
In my death maybe you'll forgive me
Contemplating death as a potential means of forgiveness
So I scream
Repetition of screaming to convey intense emotions
And I shout
Continuation of expressing distress and seeking help
But no ones there to help me
Reiteration of the lack of assistance during struggles
Think I lost
Sense of losing oneself reiterated
Myself
Reflection on the past struggles at the age of fourteen
Back when I was fourteen
Repeating the desire to be buried in a familiar place
Just bury me in the woods
Preference for a resting place associated with hiding
It's where I used hide at
Sense of sickness or discomfort during dreams
Because theres sickness when I'm dreaming
Thoughts of leaving and escaping difficulties
Thoughts of leaving
Breaking down emotionally at one's doorstep
As I break down on my door step
Repetition of screaming to convey intense emotions
So I scream
Continuation of expressing distress and seeking help
And I shout
Reiteration of the lack of assistance during struggles
But no ones there to help me
Sense of losing oneself reiterated
Think I lost
Reflection on the past struggles at the age of fourteen
Myself
Persisting personal struggles, evidenced by nail-biting
Back when I was fourteen
Describing oneself as a cursed soul, seeking well-wishes
Why am I'm twenty three and still bite my nails
Everyday life is characterized by a sense of misery
I'm a cursed soul please wish me well
Reiterating the plea for well-wishes due to perceived curse
Everyday for me still feels like hell
Expressing a dislike for various sounds or aspects of life
I'm a cursed soul please wish me well
Struggling to face oneself in the mirror
I hate the sound everything
An anticipation of leaving a challenging environment
Why can't I even look in the mirror
Contemplating death as a potential means of forgiveness
And I can not wait to leave this place
Repetition of screaming to convey intense emotions
In my death maybe you'll forgive me
Continuation of expressing distress and seeking help
So I scream
Reiteration of the lack of assistance during struggles
And I shout
Sense of losing oneself reiterated
But no ones there to help me
Reflection on the past struggles at the age of fourteen
Think I lost
Repeating the desire to be buried in a familiar place
Myself
Preference for a resting place associated with hiding
Back when I was fourteen
Thoughts of leaving and escaping difficulties
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