Lyrics
I'ma go hard til my soul die
I am determined to give my all until the end of my existence.
You don't love me and it's alright
Acknowledging that someone doesn't love me, and accepting it as okay.
Keep me in the back, that's a good night
Being kept in the background signifies a good night.
I'll be fucked up
Expressing a state of being messed up or distressed.
I'ma go hard til my soul die
Reiteration of determination to give maximum effort until the end.
You don't love me and it's alright
Acceptance of not being loved and finding peace with it.
Keep me in the back, that's a good night
Being in the background contributes to a positive night.
I'll be fucked up for my whole life
Expressing a sense of being messed up or troubled throughout life.
I'll be fucked up for my whole life
-I'll be fucked up for my whole life
-I'ma go hard til my soul die
Reiteration of the determination to give maximum effort until the end.
I'll be fucked up for my whole life
Continued expression of being messed up or distressed for the entire life.
Hate it when I'm sleeping alone
Disliking the experience of sleeping alone.
When I hit you and you read it but don't pick up the phone
Not receiving a response when reaching out to someone.
When I try to call my mama and she not even home
Trying to contact family without success, possibly feeling abandoned.
I ain't even scared to die cause my whole life been a joke
Indifference towards the idea of death due to a lifetime of struggles.
Yeah I wanna pull the trigger, I'll do that when I'm broke
Expressing a desire to resort to drastic measures when facing financial hardship.
Try to numb my fuckin' soul, I got some shit in my coat
Attempting to numb emotional pain with substances.
I'ma wake up in an alley cause there's nowhere to go
Anticipating waking up in a difficult situation due to life's challenges.
I might have to sell my shit and this the last that I wrote
Considering selling personal belongings as a last resort.
I'll be fucked up for my whole life
Repetition of the theme of being messed up or troubled for the entire life.
I'll be fucked up for my whole life
-I'ma go hard til my soul die
Reiteration of determination to give maximum effort until the end.
I'll be fucked up for my whole life
Continued expression of being messed up or distressed for the entire life.
Tell me what you really feel
Requesting honesty about true feelings.
Cause this gonna be the last time that you ever see my face
Implying that this is the final encounter with the speaker's face.
Be the last time that you ever hear my name
Suggesting that this is the last time the speaker's name will be heard.
I'm about to be alone and I'll just stand in the rain
Preparing to be alone and face challenges, symbolized by standing in the rain.
I'ma go hard til my soul die
Reiteration of determination to give maximum effort until the end.
You don't love me and it's alright
Acknowledging the absence of love, accepting it as okay.
Keep me in the back, that's a good night
Being kept in the background contributes to a positive night.
I'll be fucked up for my whole life
Expressing a sense of being messed up or troubled throughout life.
I'll be fucked up for my whole life
-I'll be fucked up for my whole life
-I'ma go hard til my soul die
Reiteration of determination to give maximum effort until the end.
I'll be fucked up for my whole life
Continued expression of being messed up or distressed for the entire life.
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