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Embracing Pain: A Reflection on Life's Unseen Struggles
Lyrics
Said I vowed to tell the truth but it's like they ain't see my pain yet
Expressing the struggle of being truthful amid unnoticed pain.
Made a name off rap but I ain't seen my life change yet
Despite gaining fame from rap, there's a lack of positive life changes.
Never expected some to change now niggas acting strange
Observing unexpected changes in people's behavior; some acting strangely.
Hold on shh I think the devil said my name
Suggesting a moment of introspection as the speaker hears their name from the devil.
They expect me to feel this pain and act like I'm ok
Others expect the speaker to hide their pain and pretend to be okay.
But I feel my heart leaving anyway I don't think I should be breathing anyway
The speaker feels their heart is giving up, questioning the value of continuing to breathe.
Know my time is coming any day
A sense of impending fate or destiny approaching soon.
I said devil keep calling tear drops falling fuck it if it's my time then it's my time cause I'm all in
Despite challenges, the speaker is committed, accepting the consequences, and going all in.
I guess my time call up my guys cause I'm balling
Recognizing the passage of time and reflecting on personal growth.
I lost daelite made me sick
Mentioning a loss (daelite) that had a profound impact, making the speaker unwell.
We lost Mikey I was fed up
Expressing frustration after losing someone named Mikey.
But since leak died it been hard for me to keep my head up
Struggling to maintain positivity after the death of someone called Leak.
Hard to be humble run a bag and get my bread up
Facing difficulties but determined to stay humble and focus on financial success.
Said I'm comfortable with killers said I sit back with the reaper and kick my legs up
Feeling at ease with dangerous individuals, suggesting a comfort with risky situations.
Wouldn't know it unless I told ya if my heart wasn't broken I woulda sold it
Acknowledging a broken heart and the temptation to sell it if possible.
Angles in the outfield with a demon on my shoulder
Describing internal conflict with both positive and negative influences.
It's like the more I try to run is the more he pull me closer
Struggling to escape negative influences, feeling drawn closer despite efforts to run away.
If it's ever my time just remember what I told ya
Addressing the listener, asking them to remember the speaker if it's their time to go.
They on love you when it's over
Highlighting the fleeting nature of love, often expressed after someone's passing.
Said I vowed to tell the truth but it's like they ain't see my pain yet
Reiterating the commitment to telling the truth amidst unacknowledged pain.
Made a name off rap but I ain't seen my life change yet
Emphasizing that despite success in rap, personal life hasn't changed significantly.
Never expected some to change now niggas acting strange
Reflecting on unexpected changes in people's attitudes, with some behaving oddly.
Hold on shh I think the devil said my name
A repetition of line 4, indicating a recurring sense of being acknowledged by negative forces.
They expect me to feel this pain and act like I'm ok
Commenting on societal expectations to conceal pain and pretend everything is fine.
But I feel my heart leaving anyway I don't think I should be breathing anyway
Expressing a belief that the speaker's heart is giving up, questioning the need to continue living.
Know my time is coming any day
Reiterating a sense of imminent destiny or fate approaching soon.
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