Lyrics
Black stars dancing in my eyes
Experiencing a sense of darkness or negativity, possibly reflecting a troubled state of mind.
Dear anger it's hard to accept you
Expressing difficulty in acknowledging and dealing with feelings of anger.
Every encounter took its price
Highlighting the toll taken by every interpersonal interaction.
Down in your trophy hall of lies
Referring to a collection of deceptive achievements or false accomplishments.
Shards of the mirror fall
Symbolizing the breaking of self-image or illusions, possibly revealing a harsh reality.
Your phase is shifting
Describing a transitional phase or change in one's emotional state.
Shards of the mirror fall
Reiterating the theme of shattered illusions and emotional transformation.
Your phase is shifting
Continuing to emphasize the shifting emotional state.
Let there be a cure
Expressing a desire for a remedy or solution.
For I can no longer endure
Conveying an inability to endure the current emotional state.
I tried to deny her existence
Acknowledging an attempt to deny the existence of a troubling reality.
That long and bleak January morning
Recalling a specific gloomy moment in January, suggesting a connection to a difficult time.
When I tried to hide my worries
Narrating an effort to conceal worries and anxieties.
The wind feels so cold on my journey
Describing a journey where the emotional environment feels cold and unwelcoming.
These memories prevent tranquility
Indicating that memories are hindering the attainment of inner peace.
Like a piercing thorn that rests in my flesh
Comparing memories to a persistent and painful reminder.
The pleasure of daylight on my skin is so thin
Expressing a lack of satisfaction or fulfillment in positive experiences.
Once more my anxiety started to spin
Describing the recurrence of anxiety in the speaker's life.
Coffee spots on the breakfast table
Depicting mundane details like coffee spots, possibly emphasizing a sense of monotony.
From peanut butter with bread back to my bed
Illustrating a return to a place of comfort or retreat but with emotional pain.
Covered under sheets where the pain's growing
Describing the physical manifestation of emotional pain under the cover of sheets.
Restlessness becomes a habit
Suggesting that restlessness has become a constant and habitual part of life.
I have lost the desire to speak
Conveying a loss of interest or ability to communicate with others.
For my mind has become too incomplete
Expressing a sense of mental incompleteness or fragmentation.
Hallucinations in my mind induced
Referring to hallucinations induced by medication.
By the pills the doctor had reduced
Describing the impact of reduced medication, possibly causing mental distress.
As my nerve leaves its sheath
Expressing a struggle with emotional pain that remains unrelieved.
In vain is my relief
Indicating a lack of effective relief despite efforts.
Discrete but obsolete
Describing a subtle but no longer relevant or effective state.
My life on repeat
Expressing a feeling of life being stuck in a repetitive and unchanging pattern.
Routine sets minds at ease
Noting the calming effect of routine on the mind.
Dispute brings always grace
Suggesting that conflict or disagreement can bring a sense of beauty or elegance.
Disgrace oh disgrace we're not alone
Expressing a feeling of disgrace or shame, emphasizing a shared experience of suffering.
Pull the thorn back out of my flesh and bones
Metaphorically asking for the removal of a source of pain and suffering.
Disgrace oh disgrace we're not alone
Repeating the theme of shared disgrace and the idea that suffering is a collective experience.
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