Lyrics
I'm so fucking lost in my thoughts don't know where I'm going
I feel deeply lost in my thoughts, uncertain about my direction.
Hoping I can make it out alive now my stress is showing
I hope to navigate through challenges and survive, but my stress is evident.
Thinking bout what's happened in my past only fucks with me
Reflecting on past events that disturb me emotionally.
Underneath 6 feet of this bullshit it's just haunting me
Burdened by problems, feeling haunted by negativity.
I know
Repetition emphasizes awareness or understanding.
I know
Repeated expression of knowledge or realization.
Yeah I know
-I know
-Thinking like a lost soul impossible
Feeling like a lost soul, facing seemingly insurmountable challenges.
I know it may be different all these different types of obstacles
Acknowledging various obstacles, different types of difficulties.
I think I know why I think you do too
Speculating on understanding reasons, shared with someone else.
Only thing I know is I'm trapped in this room
Feeling trapped, uncertain about the situation.
Everything's stuck inside of me no privacy
Struggling to keep everything inside, lacking privacy.
I need someone's help sick of begging for apologies
Seeking help, tired of apologizing for mistakes.
I know it may be better I know it may just suck
Acknowledging the potential for improvement or worsening of situations.
I know if I died today you wouldn't give a fuck
Expressing a sense of insignificance, feeling unimportant.
So let me be just let me breathe
Pleading for space and understanding, particularly from family.
Please oh mama please I just really need me
Desperation for understanding and support, especially from the mother figure.
I don't know where I've gone to I'm sure I've lost my way
Feeling lost, unsure of the path taken, a sense of disorientation.
I'm sure you'd forget about me if I died today
Suspecting that others might forget about the speaker if they died.
I know
Reiterating the fear of being forgotten after death.
I know you'd forget about me if I died today
-I know
-I know you'd forget about me if I died today
-I'm so fucking lost, in my thoughts, don't know where I'm going
Repetition of the initial feelings of being lost and haunted by the past.
Hoping i can make it out alive, now my stress is showing
-Thinking bout what's happened in my past only fucks with me
-Underneath, 6 feet of this bullshit it's just haunting me
-I know
Reiteration of self-awareness and understanding of the challenging situation.
I know
-Yeah i know
-I know
-Needing something different now I'm rocking last place
Desiring a change, feeling stuck in an undesirable position.
Only pushing halfway thinking bout my past days
Only putting in partial effort, reminiscing about past days.
I know what I'm bound to be
Confident about one's destiny, but expressing disdain for seeking help.
Asking for my help at this point you're fucking dead to me
Rejecting someone who seeks help, feeling betrayed.
Thanks a lot for fucking up my past oh
Expressing frustration and resentment for past actions of others.
Never had my back though, reasons to attack? No
Feeling unsupported and betrayed, questioning motives for attacks.
I'm new to this still learning what true shit is
Admitting inexperience, still learning about genuine hardships.
Stepping back to watch you fail boy I wish you'd do it then
Expressing a desire to witness someone else's failure.
Damn. Finding where I'm better off staying
Searching for a place where the speaker feels better off staying.
Hearing conversations about the reasons I'm insane
Hearing discussions about perceived reasons for the speaker's perceived insanity.
Keeping up the mindset with a fucking attitude
Maintaining a defiant mindset despite a negative attitude.
I wish I didn't picture breaking
Regretting envisioning a destructive outcome before fully understanding.
Before I even had a clue yeah
Expressing regret for prematurely imagining a negative scenario.
Before I even had a clue
-Before I even had a clue
-I'm so fucking lost, in my thoughts don't know where I'm going
Recurrence of the theme of feeling lost and haunted by the past.
Hoping I can make it out alive now my stress is showing
-Thinking bout what's happened in my past only fucks with me
-Underneath 6 feet of this bullshit it's just haunting me
-I know
Reiteration of self-awareness and understanding of the challenging situation.
I know
-Yeah I know
-I know
Reaffirming the fear of being forgotten after death.
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