Dear God
Finding Joy in Pain: Lyrical Bullet's Journey Through Turmoil
Lyrics
Dear God
Expressing a communication with God
Thankyou for making me get up and walk this path
Gratitude for the journey and experiences
All these people be sayin imma be with you and
People predicting negative outcomes for the speaker
Be snitchin and stabbin and ripping my heart and takin me for granted
Experiencing betrayal, heartbreak, and feeling unappreciated
Pain is a process wait never felt this low inna while
Feeling an intense emotional low after a process of pain
Now what you ? What we had ? was a lie
Doubting the authenticity of a past relationship
I told myself wouldn't and went did it blame it on me alright
Taking responsibility for actions and choices
Anyway homies are you guys happy isn't this what u want to see
Questioning if others are satisfied with the speaker's struggles
Bullet feelin low and fail and fall trip hands lost motor control and shivering
Describing physical and emotional struggles
Got like thousand contact but i wouldn't call one
Having many contacts but choosing not to reach out
Even if I did would you I would ever trust em
Distrust towards others, questioning if they would understand
Fucka prolly would go talk about my worst shit to a new gang laugh it
Expecting betrayal from confiding in others
They be like
Introducing people's reactions to the speaker
Who's that
Describing a person as a threat with references to alcohol
Mann's a menace with a
-New glass
-Chug it like
-Jack Keruoac
-Prolly get himself a hemorrhage and die
Speculating about potential consequences of actions
Anyway since I'm the talk of the day get an OMR and pour it on ma body when I'm gone
Planning for the aftermath, including funeral and legacy
Prolly call Anns Anurag
-Tell em to play my unreleased song
-Tell strange to put a story from my account
-Y'all think I'm finally happy
Finding happiness in pain, embracing it as a constant companion
The days that I had to go through the pain all alone and carry the baggage
-Now it's like pain's what makes me happy
-Cuz thats been there for long if I don't feel pain I feel empty and fed up with the path on
-Y'all think I'm finally happy
Repeating the theme of finding happiness in pain
The days that I had to go through the pain all alone and carry the baggage
-Now it's like pain's what makes me happy
-Cuz thats been there for long if I don't feel pain I feel empty and fed up with the path on
-No, we weren't just a story
Reflecting on a past relationship as a beautiful experience
We were beautiful poem
-Musical tone birds singin melodious notes
-Sun rays shimmering
-Everythin bloomin
-Wonderland put myself in it for a while
Imagining a wonderland and acknowledging a higher plan
Wonder what took it to break it from out
-I understand prolly big mans got an another plan
-Ik I'm an broken how many times should I mend it
Admitting brokenness and questioning the need for repair
If my heart was featured inna movie
Comparing the heart to a movie named "Stitches" and addressing glitches
It'll prolly be named as stictches
-Prolly hide it with all of these stickers
-But mans been glitchin that's why be havin this I'm
-Ik its harder to breathe
Feeling the difficulty of breathing but concealing it
But I hide it off
-Therapy mode prolly ride it on
-70 on dash brakes are gone
Describing challenges and adopting a positive attitude
Death keeps knockin
-I smile it off
-Y'all think I'm finally happy
Reiterating the connection between pain and happiness
The days that I had to go through the pain all alone and carry the baggage
-Now it's like pain's what makes me happy
-Cuz thats been there for long if I don't feel pain I feel empty and fed up with the path on
-Y'all think I'm finally happy
Continuing the theme of finding happiness in pain
The days that I had to go through the pain all alone and carry the baggage
-Now it's like pain's what makes me happy
-Cuz thats been there for long if I don't feel pain I feel empty and fed up with the path on
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