Pickle Bart
Emotional Turmoil and Unexpected Love: Pickle Bart by Mom Jeans. Explained
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Feeling like I ate too much again
Feeling overindulged or overwhelmed, possibly with food or emotions.
Like I'm a stupid piece of shit that doesn't have any friends
Feeling low self-worth, isolated, and lacking companionship.
The only two things I really can talk to
Having limited social connections; finding solace in specific things.
Are my PlayStation and my dog
Relating most comfortably to a gaming console and a pet dog.
Tried eating vegan but I'm a fraud
Attempting a vegan diet but feeling like a failure for not maintaining it.
I don't know why I'm surprised it's not odd
Surprised by personal failure despite expecting it, feeling it's typical for self-sabotage.
For me to be having this much trouble doing something like this right on the first try
Struggling with initial attempts, possibly at self-improvement or change.
If I work real hard
Hoping that significant effort will yield positive results or recognition.
Maybe I'll make you see
Seeking validation or understanding from someone.
Through my words and my actions
Expressing intentions through both words and actions.
Exactly just how much you mean to me
Desiring to convey deep appreciation or love to someone.
AWWWWWW
An expression of sentiment, possibly affectionate or endearing.
You're always there when I need you
Recognizing consistent support from a dependable source.
I never have to wait
Not experiencing delays or uncertainties in receiving help or support.
You always pick up when I call you to complain about our days
Having a reliable confidant to share daily grievances with.
I never thought that I could ever be the person who ever found that special someone
Surprised by finding a significant, loving relationship despite self-perceived limitations.
I always figured I'd be smoking weed in front of the tv
Previously imagining a different, less fulfilling future with substance use and idleness.
Eating shit until my arteries clog and I die
Envisioning a self-destructive lifestyle leading to health issues and death.
And if this is just a case of puppy love
Acknowledging the possibility of initial love being youthful or less mature.
Then I'm still glad that its here
Embracing the happiness of experiencing any form of love, regardless of its nature.
'Cause if I don't stare too long
Fearing that intense focus or scrutiny might cause something good to vanish.
It might not ever disappear
Worrying that excessive attention could lead to the loss of a cherished connection.
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