Lyrics
I mess everything up in my head
I struggle with causing problems or making mistakes mentally.
I mess everything up in my head
Reiteration of the internal struggle and tendency to disrupt things mentally.
Windows open the ash is still falling
Windows are open, and there's a visible aftermath, possibly metaphorical, of past issues or conflicts.
I really hope they don't smell it on me
Fear of others detecting the consequences or impact of past mistakes on the individual.
I've got to be at work in thirty or so
A reminder of daily responsibilities and the pressure of time.
Eating my fingernail breakfast, this habit is getting old
An unhealthy habit is acknowledged, possibly related to stress or anxiety.
I mess everything up in my head
Reiteration of the internal struggle and tendency to disrupt things mentally.
Uhh
An exclamation or expression of frustration or realization.
I mess everything up in my head
Reiteration of the internal struggle and tendency to disrupt things mentally.
Finally a piece of myself that I want back
A positive note indicating a desire to reclaim a lost part of oneself.
All the ways I gave and all the ways I held back
Reflecting on past behavior, both giving and withholding, possibly in relationships.
Sobbing in your arms every evening
A vulnerable moment of expressing deep emotions and seeking comfort.
I'm losing myself, I'm hating, I'm hating I'm
An internal struggle with self-loathing and intense negative emotions.
I mess everything up in my head
Reiteration of the internal struggle and tendency to disrupt things mentally.
Uhhh
An exclamation or expression of heightened emotions.
I mess everything up in my head
Reiteration of the internal struggle and tendency to disrupt things mentally.
I'd rather be asleep and awoken
Expressing a preference for being oblivious or unconscious rather than dealing with ongoing pain.
Than alive and still broken
A preference for a state of unconsciousness over living with persistent emotional wounds.
I'd rather be asleep and awoken
Reiteration of the preference for unconsciousness over a broken existence.
Than alive and still broken
-Wake me up let me dance at my grave
A plea to be awakened to enjoy life, possibly sarcastic or ironic.
Wake me up let me dance at my grave
Repetition of the desire to be awakened and celebrate life.
Wake me up let me dance at my grave
-Uhhh
An exclamation or expression of heightened emotions.
Wake me up let me dance at my grave
Repetition of the desire to be awakened and celebrate life.
Wake me up let me dance at my grave
-Uhhh
An exclamation or expression of heightened emotions.
Wake me up let me dance at my grave
Repetition of the desire to be awakened and celebrate life.
I mess everything up in my head
Reiteration of the internal struggle and tendency to disrupt things mentally.
Uhh
An exclamation or expression of frustration or realization.
I mess everything up in my head
Reiteration of the internal struggle and tendency to disrupt things mentally.
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