Walking Habits
Navigating Lost Love's Echoes
Lyrics
I can't believe our time is actually over
I am finding it hard to accept that our time together has come to an end.
old bank receipts instead of love and devotion
We are left with tangible reminders of our relationship, represented by old bank receipts, rather than the intangible qualities of love and devotion.
I'll keep a case unpacked and drink my tears away
I will keep a suitcase ready to leave and cope with my emotions by consuming alcohol.
now I'm a slave to all our outdated habits
I am now controlled by our outdated routines and behaviors.
program or deprogram listening to sabbath
I am uncertain whether to conform to societal norms (program) or break free from them (deprogram), with a reference to listening to Sabbath, a band known for non-conformity.
I'll force myself to walk just to change my pace
I will make a deliberate effort to walk, symbolizing a desire for change and a break from the past.
anyway
Expression of resignation or acceptance.
I'm alone when I'm around you anyway
Despite being physically present, I feel alone when I am with you.
anyway, you're walking away
You are moving away from me.
all of the secrets of a life we'll never know gonna walk myself along
All the undisclosed aspects of a life we will never experience will be walked through by me alone.
and all the habits of a life we'll never know gonna walk my street alone
I will navigate the routines and habits of a life we will never share on my own.
speed through this prism
An abstract reference to moving swiftly through life's challenges.
musing through time
Engaging in contemplation and reflection through time.
I hang in the balance of my biggest lie I'm thirsting for more
I am at a critical point, facing a significant deception and a thirst for more in life.
sounding my youth again
Revisiting the feelings and experiences of youth.
anyway
Reiteration of the feeling of solitude even when physically present with someone.
I'm alone when I'm around you anyway
Despite being around you, I feel alone.
anyway, you're walking away
You are moving away from me.
all of the secrets of a life we'll never know gonna walk myself along
All the undisclosed aspects of a life we will never experience will be walked through by me alone.
and all the habits of a life we'll never know gonna walk my street alone
I will navigate the routines and habits of a life we will never share on my own.
I'd rather keep you in my heart than in my debt
Expressing a preference to hold onto the memories of a person rather than owing them anything.
too much love to just forget
There is too much love to simply forget, suggesting a lingering emotional connection.
gonna walk away and look ourselves up in ten years
We will part ways and reconnect with ourselves after a decade.
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