Lyrics
Every time I look at you I want to kill, want to kill
Expressing a strong emotional reaction, possibly frustration or intense desire, when looking at the person addressed.
Stranger things that I would do to make you feel the way I feel
Willing to do unusual or extreme things to evoke a specific emotional response from the person, mirroring the speaker's emotions.
Its just that I have been broken so many thousand times
Revealing a history of repeated emotional wounds, suggesting vulnerability and resilience through numerous hardships.
And every time I start again I wonder why, wonder why
Expressing curiosity or confusion about the repetitive cycle of starting anew despite past challenges.
Its been such a hard year, it won't ever change
Reflecting on a difficult year with a pessimistic view that anticipates no positive change.
My heart isn't cold now
Contradicting a perception of emotional coldness, indicating that the heart is not devoid of warmth.
Its not what it seems because
Suggesting that appearances can be deceiving, hinting at complexities beneath the surface.
You say to me my heart feels far away
Quoting someone who perceives the speaker's heart as distant or inaccessible.
I'm lovesick now
Declaring the speaker's current state of being afflicted with lovesickness.
Every time you look at me I want to die, want to die
Expressing an extreme emotional reaction, possibly despair, when being observed by the person addressed.
Stranger things that I would say to make you feel the way I feel
Willing to say unusual or intense things to evoke a specific emotional response, mirroring the speaker's emotions.
Its just that I have been broken so many thousand times
Reiterating a history of emotional wounds, reinforcing the theme of vulnerability and resilience.
And every time I start again I wonder why, wonder why
Expressing continued curiosity or confusion about the repetitive cycle of starting anew despite past challenges.
Its been such a hard year, it won't ever change
Reiterating a perception of a challenging year with a sense of permanence in the difficulty.
My heart isn't cold now
Reaffirming that the heart is not devoid of warmth, contradicting potential misconceptions.
Its not what it seems because
Reiterating the deceptive nature of appearances and the hidden complexities beneath the surface.
You say to me my heart feels far away
Quoting someone who perceives the speaker's heart as distant or inaccessible, possibly reinforcing a sense of emotional distance.
Now day by day
Introducing a new element of the passage of time, suggesting a gradual realization.
I start to realize nothing's gonna change
Realizing a lack of change over time, possibly with a hint of resignation or acceptance.
So I became
Transforming or adapting to the lack of change, suggesting a coping mechanism.
It doesn't really matter anyway
Asserting that the situation holds little significance or impact, adopting an indifferent perspective.
Its not what it seems to me
Reiterating that appearances can be misleading, emphasizing the subjective nature of perception.
because
Quoting someone who perceives the speaker's heart as distant or inaccessible, maintaining a consistent theme.
You say to me my heart feels far away
Reaffirming the perception of emotional distance, potentially with a tone of resignation or acceptance.
I'm lovesick now
Reiterating the current state of being lovesick, indicating a continued emotional affliction.
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