Lyrics
Why is my heart so frozen all the time?
Feeling emotionally numb or distant consistently.
All the time.
Emphasizing the constant nature of the emotional coldness.
All of my words are always hard to find
Struggling to express oneself verbally.
Hard to find.
Difficulty in finding the right words.
I don't wanna runaway.
Expressing a desire to avoid escaping from challenges.
But I don't wanna stay.
Ambivalence between leaving and staying in a difficult situation.
I am like a bomb.
Describing oneself as potentially explosive or volatile.
And I can explode at anytime.
Awareness of the possibility of sudden outbursts.
I don't wanna bother.
Reluctance to cause trouble or inconvenience.
Please call me a doctor.
Humorous request for assistance, perhaps indicating a metaphorical ailment.
The devil is telling me to only get higher
Feeling tempted or pressured to indulge in negative behavior.
But every time I fall,
Despite efforts, consistently experiencing setbacks.
It's only lower.
A recurring pattern of falling to lower points in life.
Fuck it. At some point I'll get to what I deserve.
Acceptance of facing consequences, whether positive or negative.
I'm not walking
Not physically moving forward but feeling time slipping away.
but I'm running out of time.
Highlighting the urgency of the situation.
Out of time
Reiteration of running out of time.
Only ugly truth not more pretty pretty lies.
Preference for harsh truths over comforting lies.
Pretty lies
Acknowledging the allure of deceptive, pleasant falsehoods.
I don't wanna runaway.
Repeating the desire to confront challenges instead of avoiding them.
But I don't wanna stay.
Reiterating the internal conflict between leaving and staying.
I am like a bomb.
Comparing oneself to a potentially destructive force.
And I can explode at anytime.
Acknowledgment of the unpredictable nature of emotional outbursts.
I don't wanna bother.
Reiteration of not wanting to cause inconvenience.
Please call me a doctor.
Playful repetition of seeking help, possibly for emotional struggles.
The devil is telling me to only get higher
Continued temptation to engage in negative behaviors.
But every time I fall,
Consistent pattern of experiencing setbacks and lower points.
It's only lower.
Emphasizing the cyclical nature of falling to lower points.
Fuck it. At some point I'll get to what I deserve.
Resigned acceptance of facing consequences in the future.
I don't wanna bother
Repetition of not wanting to cause trouble or bother others.
I don't wanna bother
Further emphasis on the reluctance to cause bother.
I don't wanna bother.
Reiterating the desire to avoid inconvenience.
Please call me a doctor.
Playful repetition of seeking assistance, possibly for emotional struggles.
The devil is telling me to only get higher
Continued temptation or pressure to engage in negative behaviors.
But every time I fall,
Repetition of the cyclic experience of falling to lower points.
It's only lower.
Emphasizing the inevitability of facing lower points after each fall.
Fuck it. At some point I'll get to what I deserve.
Acceptance of facing consequences, regardless of deserving them.
Ooh
Closing with an expression, possibly indicating resignation or contemplation.
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