Lyrics
Some days, my thoughts shriek so loud
Expressing the intensity of inner thoughts that can be overwhelming.
That they congest the rest of my mind
Describing how these thoughts can crowd and occupy the mind.
Other days, they chant lullabies
Highlighting variation in thoughts, sometimes calming and soothing.
As if nothing has ever happened
Suggesting a detachment from reality, a state of denial or escape.
One moment I'm up
Describing fluctuating emotions, from high to low.
Then the next I'm crumbling down to my knees
Illustrating vulnerability and a sudden emotional collapse.
One or the other
Emphasizing the dichotomy of emotional states.
It's consistent drowning with no
Portraying a consistent struggle, possibly with mental health.
One to rescue me
Expressing a feeling of isolation and lack of support.
But for God's sake
Calling attention to the seriousness of the inner voices' messages.
Do they realize what horrid
Questioning if others are aware of the distressing nature of the thoughts.
Phrases the voices scream?
Imagining disturbing phrases uttered by the inner voices.
I'm awaiting to go home
Expressing a longing for a place of tranquility and purity.
Where it's all white and peaceful
Describing an idealized state of peace and serenity.
I have days when I'm so narcissistic
Acknowledging moments of self-absorption or self-centeredness.
I swear I can commence the world as if every
Feeling empowered and capable of influencing the world.
Millisecond is a luxury of size and sounds
Perceiving time as precious, filled with significant moments.
At moments, my dispute comes out so rapid
Describing the rapid and intense expression of disagreement or conflict.
All I get is crude looks and mumbles
Receiving negative reactions to the expressed disagreements.
Some days I love him other times I swear
Expressing conflicting emotions towards someone, possibly a loved one.
He's the devil in disguise
Viewing the same person as both good and evil, suggesting inner turmoil.
During my manic episodes, he spoke so soft
Recalling moments of tenderness or compassion during episodes of heightened emotion.
As if I was a fallen angel
Feeling perceived as a fallen angel, possibly indicating vulnerability.
As if I was a fallen angel
Repetition for emphasis, emphasizing the perception of being a fallen angel.
That was overflowing
Describing an overflowing state, possibly of emotions or experiences.
That was overflowing with light
Reiterating the image of being a fallen angel overflowing with light.
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