Fear Forever
Eternal Shadows: Navigating the Depths of Inner Turmoil
Lyrics
I thought I was getting better
I believed I was improving
Fear Forever
Expressing enduring fear
But these thoughts in my head
Constant thoughts in my mind
I fear are forever
I'm afraid these thoughts will persist indefinitely
I can take away the pain
Claiming the ability to remove pain
I can take it forever
Willingness to endure pain indefinitely
A permanent solution for a momentary torture
Suggesting a permanent solution for a temporary suffering
If I could just escape my mind
Desire to escape one's own thoughts
Even just for a second
Wishing for a brief respite from the mind
I would feel like things are fine
Believing temporary relief would make things seem okay
But its just an illusion
Realizing that the relief is just an illusion
I just want to feel fine again
Expressing the desire to feel well again
Not like my world is crumbling
Not wanting the world to feel like it's falling apart
I'm having these thoughts again
Experiencing recurring troubling thoughts
And it feels like forever
Feeling like the troubling thoughts will last indefinitely
I swear I was getting better
Previously believed improvement, but now feeling prolonged struggle
But it feels like forever
The struggle seems unending
I want to stop struggling
Expressing a desire to end the internal conflict
It's all flooding back
Recalling past overwhelming emotions
A familiar feeling
Recognizing a familiar emotional state
From when I last cracked
Referring to a previous emotional breakdown
These memories are taking me back
Memories resurfacing and influencing current thoughts
To the place in my head where I last cracked
Returning mentally to a previous breaking point
There was always something about the noose
Mentioning a symbolic representation of despair (the noose)
Tie it way up high and let your worries loose
Suggesting releasing worries through a symbolic act
Don't cry for me
Asking not to be mourned or pitied
It's the end of suffering
Declaring the end of suffering
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