Lyrics
Yeah
Expression of acknowledgment or agreement.
I'm dealin' with a lot of pain
Conveying the experience of dealing with intense emotional distress.
I don't know which way to go
Feeling lost and unsure about the right direction to take in life.
Tell it all to go away
Desire to make the pain and challenges go away.
But it be comin' back for more
Despite efforts to overcome, difficulties persist and return.
Mama, I've had enough, fix this
Request to the speaker's mother to intervene and resolve the issues.
Sometimes it's just too much, fix this (yeah)
Acknowledgment that at times the burden becomes overwhelming and needs fixing.
I feel weak when I cry
Admitting vulnerability and weakness when expressing emotions.
But I just been strong too long
Endurance of strength for an extended period, but it's reaching a limit.
Please just make it stop, yeah
Plea for relief from the pain and challenges.
Sleep is my only escape
Sleep as a means of escaping from the overwhelming difficulties.
From all of the pain
Highlighting the constant presence of pain in waking hours.
But I hardly ever sleep
Difficulty in finding solace through sleep due to persistent nightmares.
'Cause I have nightmares daily, I feel crazy
Emotional turmoil leading to a sense of insanity.
Rock a fake smile, what I see is not what they see
Maintaining a facade of happiness while internally struggling.
New York City, I was ballin' in a penthouse
Reflecting on a past time of success and comfort in New York City.
Never saw this comin', need to call my mom and vent now
Unexpected challenges prompting the desire to seek comfort from family.
(Yeah) I'm dealin' with a lot of pain
Reiteration of dealing with significant emotional pain.
I don't know which way to go
Continued sense of confusion and uncertainty about the future.
Tell it all to go away
Expressing the desire for the difficulties to disappear.
But it be comin' back for more
The persistence of challenges despite attempts to overcome them.
Mama, I've had enough, fix this
Request to the speaker's mother for intervention and resolution.
Sometimes it's just too much, fix this
Recognition that, at times, the burden becomes too overwhelming and requires fixing.
Devil breathin' down my neck
Feeling as though negative influences or challenges are imminent.
I can't lie, I've thought about death
Admitting to thoughts about death as a result of intense struggles.
I think that I need to let go
Contemplation of letting go of the difficulties for the sake of happiness.
Happiness is all that I show
The external presentation of happiness concealing internal struggles.
What a show, what a show, what a show
Reflection on the facade presented to the outside world.
I'm dealin' with a lot of pain
Reiteration of dealing with significant emotional pain.
I don't know which way to go
Continued sense of confusion and uncertainty about the future.
Tell it all to go away
Expressing the desire for the difficulties to disappear.
But it be comin' back for more
The persistence of challenges despite attempts to overcome them.
Mama, I've had enough, fix this
Request to the speaker's mother for intervention and resolution.
Sometimes it's just too much, fix this
Recognition that, at times, the burden becomes too overwhelming and requires fixing.
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