Lyrics
two trips around the sun
Reflecting on two years of experiences or relationships.
and I still can't let go
Struggling to move on or release something from the past.
a gavel struck for a life sentence alone
Feeling sentenced to a life of solitude, possibly due to past actions.
holding my breath again
Experiencing anxiety or anticipation, holding emotions in.
with only one way out
Feeling trapped with limited options.
I think i've found what i've been looking for
Expressing a sense of fulfillment in finding something valuable.
and it was never in the snow
Contrasting the discovery with the absence of fulfillment in snow.
i'm full of tiny pieces i'm not ready to unload
Being hesitant to share inner struggles or vulnerabilities.
I think i've found what i've been looking for
Reiterating the positive discovery, not related to snow.
and it was never in the snow
Emphasizing that fulfillment isn't found in snowy environments.
cut into little lines
Metaphorically referring to personal struggles or experiences as lines that create a score, possibly musical or symbolic.
my silence writes the score
-cut into little lines
-my silence writes the score
-you want me dead
Facing negativity or hostility from others.
but lonely is good too
Finding solace in loneliness despite external pressures.
when I rest my head
Choosing to stay alone rather than experiencing emotional turmoil in a relationship.
more than a night in bed
-the darkness takes ahold of me
Feeling overwhelmed by darkness or emotional struggles.
I think i've found what i've been looking for
Reiterating the positive discovery and the difficulty of sharing inner struggles.
and it was never in the snow
-i'm full of tiny pieces i'm not ready to unload
-I think i've found what i've been looking for
Affirming the fulfillment found, unrelated to snowy settings.
and it was never in the snow
-cut into little lines
Continuing the metaphor of personal struggles as lines that contribute to a score.
my silence writes the score
-cut into little lines
-my silence writes the score
-Am I scared to be alone
Questioning fears of solitude, love, potential wreckage, and self-worth.
or am I scared of being loved?
-Am I scared of the wreckage that I think is yet to come?
-Am I scared to be alone
-or am I scared of being loved?
-I think I might be scared that i'll never be good enough
-I think I might be scared that I'll never be good enough
Expressing a fear of never reaching a perceived standard of "good enough."
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