let the rain in
Embracing Rain: A Journey Through Inner Struggles and Redemption
Lyrics
On the outside, watercolors stain the fragile hands
External influences, represented by watercolors, leave lasting marks on delicate hands.
But on the inside, I don't feel it, I don't understand
Internally, there is a disconnect or lack of emotional response and understanding.
Where did I go wrong?
Expressing confusion and a sense of having gone astray.
Where'd I lose sight of a smile?
Questioning when the joy of smiling was lost or forgotten.
And who's this stranger I see in the mirror?
Observing a stranger in the mirror, possibly hinting at self-discovery or change.
Think he's in denial
Suspecting a state of denial in confronting personal issues.
So take it all away
Expressing a willingness to let go of everything.
And let the rain in
Suggesting a desire to experience vulnerability or emotional release symbolized by rain.
Drops on the window awaken
Raindrops on the window serve as a metaphor for awakening or realization.
Deep in the sheets where I waste a day
Immersed in a state of lethargy or unproductivity within the sheets.
I waste away
Acknowledging a sense of wasting away or deterioration.
Feel it fade to grey
Emotion or vibrancy diminishing, transitioning to a monotonous state.
I don't care if I never see that dream
Indifference towards achieving a particular dream or aspiration.
I'm too scared to fly, it aint all it seems
Fear of the unknown or failure preventing the pursuit of dreams.
But whats the reason? Oh, is it me?
Questioning the cause of dissatisfaction or discontent, possibly self-blame.
This aint where I'm supposed to be
Feeling out of place, not aligned with one's intended path or purpose.
So take it all away
Reiterating a desire to strip away everything.
Take it all away
Reinforcing the idea of removing all elements causing distress or discontent.
And let the rain in
Re-emphasizing the metaphor of rain bringing awakening and cleansing.
Drops on the window awaken
Raindrops symbolizing a renewed perception through the window.
Deep in the sheets where I waste a day
Continuing to be immersed in an unproductive state within the sheets.
I waste away
Repetition of the idea of wasting away or losing vitality.
Feel it fade to grey
The fading of emotions or vibrancy, further emphasizing a dull state.
Twenty two years, in the wrong skin
Reflecting on spending a significant portion of life feeling misplaced or inauthentic.
Fighting through fears, fearing often
Enduring and confronting fears over the course of these years.
Twenty two years, in the wrong skin
Reiteration of being in the wrong identity, possibly a struggle with self-acceptance.
(This isn't fun, no, I never asked)
Expressing the lack of enjoyment in this journey, feeling imposed upon.
Fighting through fears, fearing often
Continued battles with fears, possibly indicating persistent internal struggles.
(To feel anything else but alright)
Desiring to feel something other than mere acceptance of the status quo.
So let the rain in
Reiteration of the desire to allow the metaphorical rain in for cleansing.
Drops on the window awaken
Raindrops as a wake-up call, resonating on the window.
Deep in the sheets where I waste a day
Continued existence in a lethargic or unproductive state.
I waste away
Repetition of the idea of wasting away or losing vitality.
Feel it fade to grey
Emotion or vibrancy fading into a dull and colorless state.
And let the rain in
Reiterating the invitation to embrace the cleansing and awakening power of rain.
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