Back on My Bullshit

Repetitive affirmation expressing a strong emotion, possibly frustration or determination.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Declaration of returning to a self-destructive or negative behavior pattern.

Engaging in previously used tactics or behaviors.

Acknowledging and admitting to one's faults or mistakes.

Seeking the next experience or action that provides a temporary escape or relief.

Reflecting on personal growth and vulnerability, showing love openly.

Realization of potential regression and loneliness.

Fall back and slip alone in my room tonight

Imagery of solitude and contemplation, yearning for intimacy.

Running round in my head

Hoping we can stay in bed

Expressing confusion and a quest for understanding.

Acknowledging self-centered confessions and their impact on identity.

Self-absorbed confessions got me losin'

Who I am

Indifference and disdain towards everything, a general sense of apathy.

I hate everything

I don't carе, I don't care about anything

Resisting advice or attempts to change, asserting a stubborn attitude.

You'll never be able to convince me

Declaration of not putting up a fight anymore, expressing emotional exhaustion.

Feeling overwhelmed, possibly by external pressures or internal struggles.

Desire to give up and avoid refining or fixing what seems broken.

I'm done trying, not used to refining

If it's broken, just leave it alone

Acknowledging the harsh realities of life, chasing death metaphorically.

I'm sick of wastin' breath

I've come to realize life

Is only chasin' death

And when I close my eyes

It's only racing thoughts

The little hope I have is

Recognizing limited hope and a challenging journey from the bottom.

It's been a long way down (Down)

Climb from the bottom

Expressing a sense of being a disappointment and rejecting help.

And don't you try to save me now

I know all I've been is

Such a fuckin' letdown

Reiteration of indifference and resistance to change or persuasion.

I hate everything

I don't care, I don't care about anything

Don't tell me to try, I'll just say goodbye

You'll never be able to convince me

Emphasizing the decision to stop trying and leave things as they are.

I'm feeling crushed

Pushed down and locked up

I'm done trying, not used to refining

If it's broken, just leave it alone

Repetition of earlier emotions and behaviors, emphasizing the return to negativity.

(yeah, I'm back on my bullshit)

Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah (yeah, I'm back on my)

Repetition of the earlier themes, concluding with a determined refusal to fall back into negative patterns.

Callin' out on my shit

Searchin' for my next fix

Lord, I was growing, all my love was showing

Foolish me for thinking I won't

Fall back and slip

I won't fall back and slip