Love Letters on My Computer
Embracing Shadows: Navigating Life's Journey Through Lost Wisdom
Lyrics
It gets colder when you leave me
Expressing a sense of emotional coldness or loneliness when the person leaves.
(Can't decide)
Indecision or uncertainty.
If that's only in my head
Questioning whether the perceived emotional distance is real or imagined.
(Too shy)
Being too reserved or hesitant to speak up about one's feelings.
For the words, I could have uttered
Regret for not expressing certain words or emotions.
(Guess I tried)
Attempting to express oneself but feeling unsuccessful or unsure.
Feeling like the rest
Feeling like an outsider or different from others.
Poison comforts
Finding comfort in toxic or harmful behaviors.
Words with strangers
Communicating with unfamiliar people, possibly to fill an emotional void.
Fill your empty space
Filling a void or emptiness with something, possibly distractions or other people.
Losing all the days that you gave me
Lamenting the loss of time spent together.
Thinking too much about what they mean
Overthinking the significance of past moments or gestures.
Worried that I might be the one to fuck this one up
Expressing anxiety about potentially ruining the relationship.
Too young too numb for the future
Feeling too young or inexperienced to fully grasp the future.
Love letters on my computer
Storing expressions of love or emotions digitally.
No longer have anyone to blame my issues on but me
Taking responsibility for personal issues without external blame.
Fighting urges to affirm you
Resisting the temptation to seek validation or confirmation.
(Every time)
Recurring struggle or hesitation in affirming the other person.
You feel down I get you up
Supporting and uplifting the other person when they are feeling down.
(Too kind)
Being excessively kind, possibly to a fault.
Every step towards growing feels so
The growth process feels insincere or incomplete without the presence of the person.
Fake when your not hear to see
Feeling a lack of authenticity when the person is not around.
Losing all the days that you gave me
Reflecting on the loss of time spent together.
Thinkin' too much about what they mean
Overanalyzing the meaning behind past experiences.
Worried that I might be the one to fuck this one up
Concern about being the cause of potential relationship problems.
Too young too numb for the future
Feeling unprepared or emotionally distant from the future.
Love letters on my computer
Preserving expressions of love or emotions digitally.
No longer have anyone to blame my issues on
Accepting personal responsibility for one's problems.
You were the change I needed to get through it
Recognizing the positive impact of the person on personal growth.
I finally met my match I think I blew it
Feeling that a potential match or connection was lost.
It's time to prove to you that you're in luck
Determined to prove that luck is on the person's side.
'Cause I really don't wanna fuck this one up
Expressing a strong desire not to jeopardize the relationship.
Too young too numb for the future
Feeling unready or emotionally distant from the future.
Love letters on my computer
Storing expressions of love or emotions digitally.
No longer have anyone to blame my issues on but me
Taking full responsibility for personal issues without external blame.
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