Secret Pain
Unraveling Loyalty: Embracing Solitude Amidst Unspoken Pain
Lyrics
In more ways then one I've been fighting the gravity
In various aspects, I've been struggling against a force like gravity
It pulled me back to you
It has drawn me back to you
You could find yourself or the true side of loyalty
You have the choice to discover your true sense of loyalty
It broke me as the sun comes through my window
This struggle has affected me deeply, comparable to the sunlight entering my room
We are nearly alone
We are almost isolated
In many years from now you'll find yourself with a family
Years from now, you will likely have a family, and they won't wait for you
And they won't wait for you
Indicating a sense of being left behind
You couldn't find yourself
You couldn't discover your true self
You couldn't find any honestly
You couldn't find any honesty within yourself
It broke me as the sun comes through my window
Similar to line 4, the struggle has broken the speaker, emphasized by the sunlight metaphor
Alone indoors
Being alone inside, possibly emotionally
Break me off on another day when I prayed for you
Expressing a desire to break free on another day when prayers were made for the person
There wasn't much to say, I threw you out on a holiday
During a holiday, the speaker had little to say and decided to distance themselves
When I looked for you, you didn't wanna play
When seeking the person, they were unwilling to engage or participate
What we had today
Reflecting on what they had in the past
I'll Remember it
The speaker will remember the past experiences
And I'm not taking chances with our friendship
The speaker is cautious and unwilling to risk their friendship
Separate rooms
Suggesting a physical or emotional distance, possibly due to strained relations
Cure me of you somehow. (so inside out I feel)
Expressing a desire to be cured of the person, feeling emotionally inverted
He's just a bit too cautious
Describing someone as overly cautious
He knows just when to leave
Acknowledging that this person knows when to leave a situation
And I spoke to her about him, her eyes say she believes
Conversations with another person about the cautious individual, with the impression that she believes in him
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